Memories

Special

I'm 30 now and I still miss him with all my heart.

I have a little girl now. She's 4 but still

no daddy to take care of her with me.

She watches me cry myself to sleep

when I miss him.

She watches me smoke my stress away.

She eyes me drink my memories away.

She asks why I cry off my pretty eye

make up and my red lipstick.

I just ignore her little cute face and

hold her right. I call her my little love.