Fool Me Once, I Won't Forget 『m.n.z』

Chapter 2: Mom, It'll Never Be The Same

I sat on the couch, and hugged my knees. I looked at the window and saw the beautiful snow, how white it was. I might sound poetic this times because I get like this when I'm sad. My forehead touched my knees, I closed my eyes and cried.
I heard some footsteps and I knew it was my mom. -Maddie, would you like some tea?- she asked, poor her, she feels really bad for me.

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She grabbed her teacup and sat down, I immediately stood up and I hugged her, she clearly knew how I was feeling, sadly I had to live this moment, but she would be here, I know it: - stay with me...- I said, she hugged me, and we sat together, my head on her shoulder, and we drank tea together. It isn't easy for me, I think this will never be what it used to be... What will my friends say about this? What will Abby say...? "I always said he wasn't the right for you", "don't fraternize with the enemy, Maddie" I guess she'll always be right! My mom moved a bit, and took a deep breath, as she was about to say something, I looked at her in the eyes , her beautiful brown eyes, she looked at my eyes, my blue ocean eyes, she grabbed a piece of my hair and touched it. She left her teacup in the table and kissed my forehead touching my hair, as she always did, I guess she liked touching it, it's happens since I have hair... -I get it will never be the same, but I love you anyway- she said. -I know you're the one who's going to stand by my side, you're the one who's understanding me, and I love you mom. But I was really in love with Lucas, he was everything for me, we got engaged! He proposed me, that moment was really cute. But I guess that's why it will never be the same, because I loved him. When you love someone, everything changes, if that person hurts you it brings your world down! Totally down! I think...- I sniffed, - that he never loved me, he was with me for my money, my appearances, for everything that gives me money. He's happier with that girl, I wish them the best.- I said, crying. -Maddie, you're a beautiful girl, I am sure you did not deserve this, Lucas did not deserve you. I kind of knew this would've happened, but I wanted to see you smile...- she said and tear ran down her face. It was cold, I felt my heart froze. I never knew I loved Lucas that much. I got heart broken, I kind of knew this, he was trouble, I may sound like Taylor Swift, but I knew he was trouble. Yes, he is trouble.
I mean, it sounds difficult but I knew that this relationship wasn't going to work, his mom never liked me, neither do I, I don't like her. I guess, Lucas wasn't the right for me because he never really respected me, he's childish, he's more girly than I am, he wouldn't work with me. I think he kind of loved me for everything I gave him, but for me that isn't enough. It's not because I'm a very strict girl, it's because he is fake. Fake; that's the word. His love was fake...
Maybe it's not worth thinking, but I just can't stop thinking about this. I still can't believe how much I loved him, without realizing it, I guess I would've done everything for him. The lucky thing about this is that we didn't get married and we didn't have childre, things which were planned by us. I looked at my mom, and she gave me a warm hug-it hurts so much I can't let go- I cried.
She cried with me, I'm glad she's my mother. That's what a mother is for , she's there to help you with anything you need. I don't know what I would be if my mother wasn't with me... -I love you mom- I said. -I love you too...- she said.
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