Weird Succession

You

You wake up in a white room. It's a house. You feel the same. You remember it all, yet you feel hopelessly torn apart and empty. You have the memories, but it's like they don't belong to you. You can't reach them. 

Food.. You know what food is and you know you're hungry for it. You make a tuna sandwich. Suddenly, your body starts to ache. You feel something trickle down heavily from the back of your head. You reach back with one hand to touch it. The liquid is hot and thick on your hand, yet when you bring it back around, there is nothing on it. 

You rest your arms and head against the white counter. You begin to feel a pressure up against your neck. You look up to see a knife holder. The feeling on your neck gets tighter and tighter until the liquid is back again, this time gushing. 

You don't freak out internally like you did last time.. This has happened before.  On a different day. But was there a different day? You drag yourself to the bathroom, feeling disgusted by absolutely nothing. You sit on the shower floor and start the water. As it courses over your body, you begin to shake violently. 

There are voices in your head. They start soft and welcoming, but change into screams. They continue until they all melt into one voice. Your voice. You yell, you bawl, you punch and wail repeatedly. 

Everything stops. You stand before seven cloaked figures.

You shout, "Who am I?"

They surround you and embrace you tightly, but they aren't there. They are you.

You open your eyes. You're in your bed, feeling rejuvenated. You look in the mirror. That's not your face. That's not a face at all. You check your phone. You have a date with Taehyung. Scripted emotions fill your empty heart. You've relived the anticipation of death thirteen times after the very first. Now you know the escape. Do it yourself. You're on the edge of a bridge. You jump. You die.