Caught A Bull's Eye(Devilman crybaby: Koda x reader)

anxiety

I start shaking uncontrollably, I look at my hands, pale as the snow. I look back at Koda, suffocating while the heaviness with my chest. Koda holds my shoulders firmly, trying to get me grounded from having an anxiety attack. " (y/n) get yourself together, I'm here for you", he says firmly, but his eyes say otherwise. I stumble my words, "B-but I'm gonna die! You can't save me, Koda!" I feel a burning sensation from my eyes, vision getting cloudy. Koda takes his hands and puts them on my cheeks whispering," I am here for you because I care about you." The lump in my throat gets harder to swallow, hot tears slide down my cheeks, "N-no, you're human too..."He brings his face closer to mine, "No...I'm not.." Shocked, I take a few steps away from him, "what?, you can't be serious" He takes hold of my wrist, "I'm a devilman, and I work with Akira." I shiver and think I can trust Koda, we've been friends ever since we were little, and even when he came out at gay, I was there for him, so I think he's going to be here for me...r-right? I sigh and nod, " ok Koda.." I didn't realize he entwined his fingers with mine while walking back to my small apartment. It is near the flower shop right below where I work. It was pouring outside all of a sudden, I rushed to open the door and run into my cozy little home.