So it's time for my first choir concert. I look over a Kadyn who is sitting next to me. he saw the scares and asked why where they fresh. I didn't reply to him. so I changed the subject. he kept to that subject.
I look over at Kaydn I'm freaking out. "OMG Kadyn I'm freakin out, I'm so scared what do I do?"
"Just go with the flow"
I turn and look at my friend Lilly and Anna. they both are giving me the "are you stupid?" look. I freaking out! Kaydn takes my hand and kisses me!!!! I am like melted puddy. he claimed me down. But than our bitchy teacher yelled at us for kissing.... yea okay.
He said "I was stupid enough to let you go. please come back to me? My mom and sister really like you! Please?"
"Yea of corse I would!" I thought my life was complete.......
******* after the concert*********
I get a call from one of my friends, they are freaking out on the phone. My cousin had just got into a car crash coming to see me. He was going to surprise me.
I call Kadyn, I didn't realize I was crying until I heard myself saying to Kadyn " my cousin got into a car crash coming to see me as a surprise."
So I just hang up on him. I text him but no answer. I go into the bathroom get a razor and now there I a lot was blood in my bathtub I lost so much blood. Kadyn was walking into my house with food from windy's. He found me just sitting there almost dead from how much blood I had lost. Then he rushed me to the hospital.