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[TW]Falling.[Angst]

(WARNING: Long Chapter)

You seen Hawks chilling on the building, his legs were dangling.
"What are you doing here?"
You asked.
It was 12:00AM on a saturday night a cold day today according to the news.
"..Hey."
Hawks repiled in a tone you knew he wasn't in a good mood for god's knows what.

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"Okay what's wrong?"
You asked concerned and ready to listen to his issues. You was like his therapist.
Ever since you guys met, you've been best friends ever since. So it was a natural knowing if he was feeling sad or not.
"..."
He stayed silent
"Keigo...please"
You had a look in your eyes that sent shivers down his spine, that helpless-caring look.

That helpless caring look...

"I can't do this anymore..!"
Hawks blurred out while tearing up a bit he hated letting anyone he knew his true feelings and emotions
"Keigo.."
"Let it all out Keigo."
You repiled knowing how that feels from experience
He let it all out.
He didn't want to live.
But he wants to live at the same time.

He doesn't want to feel the pain anymore.

"--Wait. Why am I telling someone like YOU this?"
Hawks voice got in a darker tone while glaring at you from the side of his eye not breaking eye-contact.
He was watching you
Like a hawk.

"Keigo. Don't do this, I want to help you---"
He cuts you off halfway

"Everyone that helps me, always betrays me. I don't see how you are any different. Besides, you could be talking about me for all I know. So how could I trust SOMEONE like YOU to keep this information held with you?"

"No response huh?"

"Tch. Was I correct? Are you going to betray me? Like the others."
"
Like Endeavor?"

You sallowed and stayed silent.

"Keigo--"

"It's Hawks to you."

"You're making this so difficult! You can trust me Keigo!"

"How? Huh? How could I trust somebody when I have trust issues?! It's hard! It's hard to gain trust after being through alot!"

You both was practically yelling at this point, good thing no one was in sight. Atleast you thought no one was in sight.

"I understand that pain!"

"P-Please! Just don't give up on me!"
You begged you yourself did not want to be alone.
Neither did he
But when emotions overpower someone like Hawks.
There's no going back now.
He's completely gone.
Broken.
Insecure.
Having the urge to die.
Nothing can't change that.
And I have a feeling nothing will.

Hawks stood up and looked down

"You're probably only saying that just to make me feel better. Aren't you, Y/N?"

"You don't mean that do you Y/N?"

You had enough
"Why are you just so stubborn and can't accept the fact that I love and care for you?!"
You stood up looking at him.
One wrong move and it is game over

"I could just jump right now and you probably wouldn't fucking care..."

"Keigo do not jump off this building."

"Why shouldn't I?"
"I have wings I can fly up."

"You're not going to use them if you're suicidal and wanting to die. You would let yourself fall splat on the ground as your corpse rests in pain instead of peace."

Silence.
Silence filled the air.
The wind blew through you and Hawks' hair.
The cold air hitting your face.
The intense-depressing tension hitting the air.

"You're right."

He jumped...

.FALLING.

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