I never got to say 'i love you'..
Was he happier with him? Did I bore him that much? Did he not love me at all?
I looked down and sighed. Covering my face with the palms of my hands.
Don't be selfish. You had your hopes too high up.
When they said they were together, I was heart broken. I thought he felt the same as me, but the expression on his face when he's with him says otherwise. I felt nothing but sadness, regret and pain.
I'm supposed to be happy for him. I'm his friend. I'm supposed to support him.
I regret not telling him earlier. It pained me to see him with the person he loved and it's not me. It saddens me to know that he hung out with him more. And he hung out less with me.
If only I could return through time. If only I told him I loved him earlier. If only tried harder. Then maybe he would've loved me back.
How can I win him back? How am I supposed to make him love me when it was obvious that he was happy with someone else.
It isn't fair. Not everything is fair. He could've at least hung out with me. Even for a little while. He could've spared some time for me. But that was just selfish. And I had to face the fact that,
he does not love me.
