I have this vacuum inside me since I left you. But I'm leaving this space blank because this would be so unfair if I beg you to understand and stay.
I didn't cry nor try ease this lump in my throat and gap between my heart. I needed this to forgive myself for hurting you. I know if I would beg for forgiveness you'd forgive me. You love me and put me above everyone else but I took that for granted. I've loved you but I know it's not enough anymore to continue our path together.
I know you'd forgive me so now, I'll beg you to please be happy.
