'I need to tell someone about this' Simon whispered to himself. 'I'll go to JJ'. 'Hey JJ can I speak to you about something... it's kinda serious'.
'Of course si what's wrong?'. 'Please don't tell anyone about this yet I'm only telling you since your my bestfriend...'.
'I won't but tell me what's wrong Simon..'.
'Ive been self harming, i'm really sorry i couldn't help it J' Simon whispered feeling embarrassed.
'Wait what, si why would you do something like that?'.
'I-Im sorry JJ it just helped me'.
'Simon what have you done to yourself..'.
Simon sighed and lifted his sleeve up and showed JJ the cuts on his arm. 'Oh Simon why didn't you tell me earlier..'.
'I was embarrassed and i didn't know who to tell but it's getting worse and i need help J'
'Hey it's ok' JJ said while hugging Simon.
Simon didn't say anything but just started sobbing into his shoulder.
'Hey it's alright calm down si'. 'I-I'm sorry'.
'Simon take a minute to breath mate your alright'
After calming down Simon managed to speak, 'thanks JJ'.
'Why did you do this?'.
'I just feel like everyone hates me jide.. I've been told to kill myself and that's what I tried to do i thought it would be better for everyone'.
JJ sighed 'Simon, none of them things are true, everyone loves you the rest of the guys and lots of other people.. you don't need to do this, Dont listen to what other r people say because it isn't true'.
'I-I'll try my best to stop'. 'No I'll be checking on you everyday, and you can't use a sharp things unless one of us is with you ok?'.
'Okay i'll do it J'.
'Si, we do need to tell the rest of the guys about this'.
'No, please J it's gonna be embarrassing and what if they treat me differently?'.
'Simon they won't treat you differently they'll understand we just want to help you okay?'.
'Okay i'll tell them if your with me'.
'Alright si, i'll be there with you i promise'
'JJ can you take my blade i don't trust myself'
'where is it si'
'it's in my bathroom'
'okay si i'll go get it'
'JJ, Simon?'
'We're coming now lads, you ready si'
'yeah J i'm ready'
'Come on si we need to go tell them'
'Okay let's go'
'Hey lads can I speak to you a second it's about Simon'
'Yeah is everything okay Si?'
'No, he's uhm been self harming'
'What, simon oh my god'
'Si, can I show them?'
'Yeah sure '
JJ lifted up Simons sleeve and everyone was shocked at the amount of cuts he had.
'Simon why are you doing this to yourself ?' Ethan asked.
'i uhm..'
'it's alright i'll tell them for you si yeah?'
'thanks J'
JJ sighed 'He thinks everyone hates him and he's been told to kill himself so that's what he tried to do'
'Oh Simon we don't hate you buddy nobody does' Tobi said as soothingly as he could.
'R-really'
'Of course we don't si, your one of our best friends we would never hate you' Josh said.
'I'm sorry lads'.
'Simon'
'Yeah vik'
'Please stop for us si, i don't want it getting really serious' Vik said.
'I-I'm gonna try i promise vik it's just hard'
'It's ok si, guys I've took away the blade and made sure he doesn't use anything sharp unless one of us is there'
'Alright we'll watch him'
'We still need to tell Harry Si'
'No i can't tell him'
'Si, he needs to know' JJ said
'He might get upset and break up with me or something'.
'Oh simon, Harry won't break up with you'
'are you sure'
'of course we are si he wouldn't do that to you'
Then Harry walked in.
'hey guys, what's going on?'
'Sit down Harry we need to tell you something important '
'Okay is this gonna be bad?'
'Yes' JJ sighed.
Harry went and sat down next to Simon.
'Si love are you alright?'
'just listen to what they have to say please hazza..'
'Harry, he's been self harmin' Ethan said.
'Wait what si why would you do that '
'He thinks people hate him.'
'Simon, we don't hate you'
'I'm sorry haz'
'It's okay you should of let us know earlier and we could of helped but it's okay we'll support you all we can'.
'I know haz, i promise i won't lie to you guys anymore'
'you can trust us with anything si, what are best mates for hey?'
Simon was glad he told them, they would help him. After all what are best mates for right?.
