What The Hell

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I grabbed avani's phone and saw comments on her tik Tok, hundreds of thousands of comments aimed at me

'I love your dancing'

'who is she"

"she's beautiful 🙃'

That's was all for me?? I I then grabbed my phone and saw a ton of messages on my insta from fans who added me on tiktok. This was amazing!

A:soo... Any chance you are reconsidering your job offer

Y: potentially

It could be a good idea but I don't wanna risk it, what if something were to happen and I didn't earn money, what if people hated me?? I ugh life is SooOO complicated. I couldn't think straight and started to hyperventilate. Avani realized something was wrong as I began to cry and huddle up inside my hoodie.
Not only did I get loads of fan messages, but I got a ton of people bodyshaming me and leaving messages and comments saying that I don't deserve avani and that I'm probably only using her for clout.

By this time i was balling my eyes out and wanted cuddles. Avani came up next to me and began to cuddle me and treat me like a baby.

A: it's okay Bubba, vani is here

Y: *sniffle sniffle *

A: come on bubs let's get you back to sleep

Avani hoisted me up on to the bed and tucked me in. When she began to walk away I whined, I needed her to be next to me, I couldn't sleep without her. She was so warm and cuddly. Hmm this was weird... That's never happened before.

As I began to fall asleep avani stroked my ear to comfort me.

A: do you wanna tell me what happened?

Y: (in a baby voice) I'm scared that people will think I'm ugly

A: aww it's okay babes

Y: I'm not very confident...

A: it's okay do you want more cuddles?

Y: yeah!

We stayed cuddling for way over an hour as she fell asleep, I started thinking alot. I kind of felt this feeling of attraction towards avani. What's wrong with me, I'm straight. I can't like avani. Maybe that wasn't it, maybe I just felt really relaxed around her.
My shoulders became very tense and I started wriggling subtly under the covers.

A: whatcha thinking about

Y: nothing

A: you sure cause you seem very tense and stiff

Y: I'm fine...

A: Okay, I'm gonna go get dressed now for the day.

As she was leaving the bed I grabbed on to her sleeve gently

Y:stay..

A: of course bubs

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