So there I was laying in bed awoken by the sweet serenade of Birdy's skinny love. I sit up and pick up my phone I enter my music and see I'm in none other than my anxiety playlist I immediately recall the night before as I stare over at my desk table and see the prescription Xanax my mom left me I realized that it must have been a really bad one last night seeing that the music didn't calm and I needed the pill. But I get up I smile and tell myself to look on the bright side I'm okay now and somewhere someone has it way worse than me I turn the music off and walk down stairs I'm greeted by my little dog (aka my dad's pride and joy ), my mom walks over and kisses my forehead as she says "You really scared us last night Tyler, it was the worst one yet but are you ok my baby?"
I stare back and I smile "Yes mom I'm fine now don't worry". She says " A smile doesn't always mean happiness my love if you need to talk to your dad and I about anything we're here for you". I reply "Mommy I know that but me smiling is just me looking at the bright side I swear I'm ok or should I say I'm happy( as I smile back at her), and yes I know I can always talk to you and dad but right now I have to get ready for school it's almost time for vacation and I don't wanna ruin my attendance *laughing*. She looks up smiles and says "Okay go get done your dad is leaving soon he can drop you off". I quickly run upstairs and turn on the shower as steam begun filling the bathroom I check my phone really quickly I got a message from my best friend checking on me " Your mom told me what happened last night I hope you're okay now... we'll talk later at school xoxo love Steph❤️" I type out a reply "Thank you checking up on me but I'm fine now and when you said xoxo I couldn't help but laugh thinking about the show you used to watch all the time Gossip Girl but anyways we'll talk at school love Ty ❤️". I hop into the shower, I start off with washing my black curly hair as I continue going through my showering process I hear my dad yell come on bud it's getting late I hurry and I go over to my bedroom I shut my door and let my towel fall to the floor I continue to search for my uniform once I slip it on I run down stairs and hop into the car dad and I chat and he asks me how I slept I look over and tell him I slept pretty well before I could make anything more of the conversation I was at school I get out and wave goodbye to my dad.
I'm greeted by a few friends when I'm slapped on the butt from behind I turn around and I'm surprised to see none other than.....
*Writers note*
I hope you guys are enjoying the story thus far (if you were wondering yes it's loosely based on my past experiences, and make sure to please support the artist above and hopefully you come back to read the rest) give me some feedback on what you guys think please be kind and know that note that I'm new to this 🖤
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Erin's lullaby
Teen FictionA toxic love story that was needed so one could be true and accepting to one's self 🖤