Lust at Best.... Friends

Part Four...

Bryan's Pov....

Okay, maybe that was a dumb move. Maybe I shouldn't had told her I love her... Before we had sex. I mean, either way, I was going to tell her. No, I'm not in love with her....yet. But I love her a lot and would like to try something with her.
I know she loves me, I just don't know if it's the same way I do. And she's still frozen, I inwardly groaned. Might as well help her out, then I'll get my sex... Yeah i need that. "Dee, listen..." I started, only to be cut off.
"I love you too, so no it's not bad."
I paused, what did she just say...? The shocked look on my face must have given me away, because she said, "It's not bad that you love me more than a bestfriend should because I love you too. More than a best friend." 

Shocked. That was the only word to describe my face right now. She loves me? Does that mean she's like... in love with me or does she just love me as in deeply cares for me. Wait. Why the hell am I hoping it's the first one? If she's in love with me, that might ruin our relationship. But on the other hand if she isn't in love with me... why do I hate the thought of that?

"Bryan... baby? Are you okay?" Dee's voice and fingers caressing my face brought me out of my stupor.

I looked at her, her face still flushed from our previous games, her eyes sparkling with concern, lust, and love, her full pink lips twisting into the most gorgeous smile as she watched me watching her. She's beautiful... she always has been and ive always known that. But at that moment, as her soft fingers kept caressing my face, I knew. This girl, D'mesha Akira Markay, is mine. I can't let anyone else have her, including that goddamn Ethan.

With that thought in my mind, I grabbed her face and kissed her. She gasped but quickly began kissing me back. The kiss was sweet compared to the others; it was simple. No teeth, no tongue, just us trying to convey our love through our kisses. She slowly wrapped her arms around my neck and gently played with my hair. My hands slowly gravitated towards her ass, squeezing just a little, she moaned softly and tried to deepen the kiss. After a few more seconds, we both pulled back, me cursing that we needed oxygen to live.

We both stared at each other as she slid down my body, causing a groan to escape me. She smirked and looked down at him, "Oops, I'm sorry... didn't mean to do that," she said with faux innocence.

I glared at her playfully, "Yeah sure you didn't." We both laughed.

"DeeDee, can I have to ask you something..." I said after we both had calmed down.

She looked up, smiling at me, "What is it?"

"Will you..." I paused, taking a deep breath, "Will you try... a relationship or something... with me?"

She stared at me, shocked, her eyes flying across my face, I'm guessing to see if she can detect a lie. I waited for her answer, praying that she wouldn't reject me, but understanding if she did.

We stood there staring at each other for at least five minutes and I could feel myself becoming worried... she's going to say no, I'm so stupid for thinking I had a chance with her. Slowly backing away, I lowered my head, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked. It was stupid. Why would you want to date me right? Stupid me. I don't have a chance with you, and I probably just ruined our friendship—"

"Bryan..."

"I understand that you don't want to be my girl or whatever, but I don't want lose our relationship. It means a lot to me, I don't know what I would do without you—"

"Bryan!"

"And you can still stay here even if you don't want to be friends, I would never kick you out, that's childish o—"

"BRYAN CARTER! WILL YOU JUST SHUT UP FOR TWO FUCKING MINUTES?!" I stopped, looking down at the girl that had somehow gotextremely close to me again.

Wait.

Is she?

"Oh my god, baby girl, why are you crying?" I asked her, wrapping her in my arms. Girlfriend or not, she's still my bestfriend and I hate seeing her cry.

She sniffled, pulling away from me, my heat dropped, dammit I really fcked up this time. She looked up at me, "You're an idiot, you know that?"

I frowned, nodding me head, she continued, "I'm crying because you were dumb enough to think that I would actually say no. I've been crushing on your dumbass since we were little and I know this. You kept telling me that I was too young for you so I eventually stopped saying it."

 And for the second time tonight, I was shocked. How the hell could I not remember that? But wait... "Does that mean..."

"Yes, Bryan, I will try a relationship with you. Actually, I'll make it better."

I blinked, "How will you do that?"

She smiled, "Will you be my boyfriend Bryan? No trial, no see where it gets us. Just be mine?"

I blinked again, then smirked, "You took my job princess." She giggled, "but yes, D'mesha, I will be your boyfriend."

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I AM SOOOOOOO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT GUYSSSS!

I was sooo gonna upload sooner but then this jerkwad stole me binder with the story in it and i just couldn't remember what the crap i wrote and i was trying to free hand it but i didn't like any of it and then i got sooo pissed with him.

Andddd guess what?! That friggin' jerk STILL HAS MY BINDER ughhhhhh! 

But here's the update guys, thanks for being patient... (if you were patient lolxD)

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