do you ever just get moody out the blue, well not moody but your mood just changes from brightness to dullness, well it if doesn't then I guess I'm alone, let me tell you how my emotions change within a second. I'm a very happy person even though my past is very sad but I got through it in a hurry and I survived it. I cant really remember the exact moment when I first started to become "bipolar" but I know it must have came out the blue like it was normal or maybe it has always happened and I just never realized, but im not gonna sit here and act like im a werido and I just change moods because of myself, im saying people irritate me , mostly get me mad and sometimes random things do it too, but lik im a cool person I just wanna be in a happy mood I wanna be around the person that makes me feel like maybe I do have a purpose on this earth, there is a few people like that make me feel like that ... honestly I just wanna enjoy being 16 but this corona thing came around and like just put my life on pause so now im just sitting here waiting for something fun to happen, but im acting like I cant just get up and do something productive, i mean well i try I do play a video game thats fun thats how i found my favorite person like she lives in a whole different state so its like really fustrating but if you think about it people from a differnent state than you usually have the best personallity then the people that live in your area , this girl is a cool person she keeps me happy but sometimes i just get jealous because like you know she does have a life outside of the internat and i cant really give her my company outside of it because like you know , but she makes me jealous becasue sometimes she tells me something that happened in her personal life with her and someone else and all i think about is that maybe when she around that person she just forgets i even exists ... I really just get irritated by people like i just wanna be with my favorite person and just have fun, listen to music , play games , drive cars and just enjoy life , but there is just people out there that make me not wanna even exist because they are so annoying make me wanna go to another planet just be ruining niggas whole day...
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Colors
RandomI think a lot and I don't like talking to people About my emotions and I like writing so this will be interesting. The title is based of the colors I am going to use for the chapters and each chapter has a color that I liked or like still
