Milan Part 1 (The Beginning )

The life I live

It was 3 in the morning & I was awaking by the sound of screaming and doors slamming. I knew right away it was Leon coming in from one of his Long nights.

Leon is my mom new boyfriend. He call himself a d boy but was also on the shit he sells. My mom didn't find out til 2 months of their relationship but she still loves him I guess.

"Moniccccaa!" He yells sounding under the influence. "Get the fuck up and cook some breakfast of some."

I peeked from my door to their bedroom door and roll my eyes. I was so tired of his shit but it was never my call since he was my mother's problem not mine.

He continued as he snatch her out of the bed. " I done came from a long day of work and not shit on the table to eat"

"Stop please Leon!" She cries and he smacks her in the face. "I'm just tired Leon I'm tired." She begs to him.

"Tired of what you ain't done shit all day. Been in the bed popping pills you ain't had work so get the fuck up," he then forged at her again full blown fist. "What Mike been over her" his temper must instantly got boiled because he none stop hitting her.

I closed the door and laid back down. Mike is known to be my mothers costumer. She often traded sexual favors with him for the things she needed. Mike had a wife but been in love with my since she was young. With her loosing her job being under the influence at work Mike has supported her and Leon seemed jealous of it.

I laid in my bed til I feel asleep from hearing all the crying, hollering, and door slamming. I was happy my baby sister didn't wake up from all the bullshit. I hate her even seeing the shit when she did. She would cry her little heart out and say she would kill Leon. I tried my best to stay out of it and figure out a way to get us the fuck out of there.

2 weeks later...

" Milan it's nothing to eat in here" Sasha cried "I'm hungry"

I go to the kitchen and and looked in the refrigerator she was right wasn't shit in the fridge. I had actually started stealing things from the corner store to get food. Mr.Mike had been stopping by every once and a while but my mom was no where to be found.

" hey beautiful, where your mom?" I would invite him in and explain to him what was going on. He would always be nice and give me money " Now don't tell her , just get you guys some food and things til I come back next week. Be careful out here" he would say that at leave right out the door.

It was always some with him. With me not knowing who my dad really had me thinking.i knew I resembled him a lot me and Sasha. Plus he was always nice to us.But my mom always told me don't bother her about it. So I always blown it off.

Thankfully I was saving the money he gave me for hard times me and Sasha was having and this one of them.I told her to grab her coat and we were going to go to the mall and get something to eat. We took three buses. Once we got to the food court we both ordered us a slice a pizza and cheese fries.

"That was good I said" smiling at my sister seeing her happy made me happy. "What's been going on with you lately Sasha you've been looking so down." I looked at her confused.

"None..." she hesitated then took a deep breathe. "Milan I'm only ten next year Once school start I'll be in 5th grade...." she looked at me with tears in her eyes. " I get teased about my clothes, how light I am everything I don't trusty care about it because I'm focused on school and my grades like you tell me to. But then this situation with mom being on drugs and getting beat by Leon I don't want to be there any more. He's even been looking at me like he's going to do something to me."

I stared in disbelief. I didn't know what to say I knew Leon was a little weird but thought it was only towards me not her. I would definitely have to kill him if he even thinks about putting his hands on Sasha. I would catch him licking his lips at me or even watching me shower since he had broke the bathroom door off the hinges beating my mom.

"Sasha I would hurt him if he ever put his hands on you." I said with tears in my eyes and hate in my voice. I was ready to go home and pack bags and get the fuck out of the place but instead I thought about Sasha and decide I would complete her day.

After we ate we went to get our nails done and I got her a cute out fit out of Victoria secrete pink. I didn't bother getting me anything I just wanted to see my sister smile.

On the walk home we pass Sasha's friend Kesha house. Kesha had been her friend since kindergarten they beg can she spend the night. I said yes my mom wasn't going to give a fuck anyway she was to busy getting high. Ms.Murdith (Kesha mom) was always like a second mom anyway she always there when I needed her to watch Sasha for me and she didn't ask for anything in return. With Kesha being the only child and they were the same age she always loved it.

On my way home I stopped at the corner store to get me a couple snacks for the night.

"Aye ma." A light skin, handsome guy approached me. Of course I'm only 14 but always attracted older guys.

"Hi" I said stopping in my tracks confused on what he would want to talk about.

"I'm Trap" he introduces himself with his hand out but I didn't dare shake it. I stare at him like why is he waisting my time , he must knew because he instantly got to the point. "I'm not from round here but I promoting my club from across town your beautiful I would definitely like to see your there." I was still silently staring at this y'all handsome man in my face. "It's not free of you time you'll get paid for it all I'm having a party Friday I want you to come."

He had me interested once he said money and thinking about my situation I definitely needed that. He handed me his card and got on his way.

His card was for a gentleman strip club called Platinum. Only problem was you have to 18 and up. I heard about it plenty of times from older girls at school bringing home bank. So I knew this had to be my chance to cash and do what I need to do.

...I'm ending this chapter comment rate this is my first book let me know if I should keep going thank you guys for reading 😘😘...