No matter where, in what condition. You are always in my mind, I feel it all the time. Every second goes so empty without you. It is horrible but what are you going to do? Stop it, stop, it hurts without you. But does the pain matter? No its you. Because at some point pain is just numb, its passive and you can ignore it. Waiting for your recovery out of this misery. Its your faith but there is always hope. Be strong enough. At some point its just memories, valuable I guess. I hope you don't become a memory.
-Yours
