He lost one very special person in his life; his mom, how? Suicide. Jimin loves with his brother and abusive father, Jimin was abused emotionally and physically. School isn't better either, since he only has his brother and a really close childhood...
I woke up to be cuddled by Nabi, I smiled as I hear her snores, I slipped out her tight-ass grip, I walked downstairs to see Jin-Ae. "Morning." I greeted, the older woman smiled, waving at me.
"How'd you sleep?" She asked, giving me a hug.
"Fine, just excited for my birthday, ya know?" I asked with a smile on my face, she smiled back, patting my head.
"You've grown so much, if your mother could see you now." I smiled sadly at the comment, I really miss my mom, she died a week before the end of my Freshman year, and now she isn't going to see me grow up, graduate, go to college, get married, adopt kids--she was the first person who I told, and then Jihyun, Nabi, and...my father--he was the only one who wasn't happy about me being gay, saying it was Nabi's fault and she influenced me.
I found out I was gay when I first hung out with Kyong alone for the first time--which was sixth grade, we both were just talking and he made me feel a way no other girl has made me. A month from that, he asked me to be his boyfriend, and here I am now; single, abused, and depressed.
When I ate breakfast, I walked upstairs to Nabi's room, I walked in and saw her pinning some fabric together on a mannequin, it was almost finished, it was a blue and black strapless dress:
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"Wow, Nab, are you sure you wanna be a boxer?" I asked, looking at the dress.
"Funny, anyways, it's just a hobby, and this is for homecoming." She said, pinning the back, "and I need your measurements, even though they haven't changed for the past ten years."
"Shut up." I rolled my eyes, sitting on the bed, "but it's a really pretty dress, I'm proud of you." She wiped a fake tear and place her hand on her chest.
"Thanks Chimchimchroo, I think it'll look lovely on you." I rolled my eyes, "anyways, we have two hours before heading to school, right?" I nodded, I laid on the bed.
"So, where's Lydia? I noticed she wasn't here." I wondered, Lydia has a huge crush on me, even though she knows I'm gay.
"She's sleeping at a friend's house." I nodded.
Nabi jumped on the bed, laying her head on my stomach, we both look at her rose pink ceiling decorated with stars and moon stickers plastered, some were dirty and peeling, some were recent--Nabi and her mom hve lived in this big ass house since Nabi, Jihyun, and I were born and it's been in Nabi's family's possession since it was built a long time ago, I don't really know when.
"Jimin?" I let out a 'hmm' when she called me, "do you miss them?" I knew what she meant.
"Yea?"
"If they were still alive, how would you feel about it"
"Well, for me; that question varies, if they never died then it would be normal, but if they were actually alive then I would be so happy, and wonder why they pretended to be dead for two years." I felt her nod.
