Sometimes i feel very stupid opening up to some people.
I feel very uncomfortable talking to some people.
I look down at myself when i remember how i trusted some people.
I feel like it's the worst thing I've ever done.
It has always been my worst fear.
I can't bring myself to light.
I am now a child of darkness.
Because I can't hurt them the way they hurt me.
Even though i have the opportunity to hurt them more than they hurt me.
I am desperate for them.
I am obsessed with them.
I believe they mean the world to me.
My small mind believes they're the best for me.
I can't forget them.
I keep enduring the pain instead of cutting them off.
But they always make me feel unwanted.
They make me look like a pest.
I feel like an outcast.
When will i get to meet the right people?
I ask.
But it's not something that can happen so soon.
