𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I couldn't hold back anymore
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Please tell me what wrong
I can tell in your voice that u are not happy
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
It's because i am not happy at all Lisa sniffing
She has hurt me again on the verge tears
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Sighs aww damn,
I was afraid of this happening...
When she said it like that i already knew the deal because this is not the first time this has happened...
Look u want me to swing by and pick u up?
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Please, Lisa, my legs are numb i can't even move my women part are in so much pain.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
It was difficult to know that she going through that for who knows how long
She has been dealing with this on her own and alone.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Hello, Lisa are u there?
I said softly through the phone
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Yea look ill be there give me 20 minutes tops alright?
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Ok sniffing while wiping away tears then hang up sometimes
When i go through something's with Tionne Lisa always knows how to come through
She has helped me through a lot and i do mean a lot...
She always there for me but lately, she has been too busy for me
Which is understandable it's been less than what it used to be but
I'm used to handling this stuff on my own but
I'm still glad she decided to call me because i do miss her company.
𝟸𝟶 𝙼𝙸𝙽𝚄𝚃𝙴𝚂 𝙻𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚁
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Grab the spare key from under the mat unlocking the door then walked in Yo! chill, chill,
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I'm in the bedroom!
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I didn't know what to expect i don't really know how bad it could possibly be
I had to get ready for what I'm about to see i took a deep breath before running upstairs...
Running upstairs into the bedroom aw damn chill, chill,
Smh, what has she done to u...
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Please get me out of here.
I don't wanna be here anymore.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Don't worry i got u scoop her up in my arms what about your clothes were are they at?
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I don't care about that right now
I wanna get away from here i can wear your clothes.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Without argument or hesitation about it
I got her one of the big long coats because
I wasn't about to take her outside still fully naked
So i covered her up and carry her straight to my car then drove to my house.
𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝙽𝙶 𝙲𝙰𝚁 𝚁𝙸𝙳𝙴
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Looking out the window as tears filled my eyes making my version very blurry.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Don't worry babe
I got u now your safe with me now
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Even tho i felt good about being with Lisa
I keep trying my best not bust out crying but u know
I'm struggling, even more, trying to keep it in.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Looks over to her then turn my head back to the road
The car ride was silent except for the sniffing and in-between outburst
Shh i place my hand on her lap as
I gently caress her thigh up and down just to claim her
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Looks at her hand then back up towards her eyes
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
She looked at me with so much sadness in her eyes
I give her a smile to cheer her up then told her it's gonna be alright.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
A weak smile appeared on my face but
I was still feeling broken
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I turn my attention back to the road cause we don't need to get into no accident
But i did place my hand on top of her
Letting her know that she is going to be safe with me
𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙰 𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚂𝙴
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
After listening to the radio station there was this awkward intense silent fill the car
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Looking in the back seat then grab a blanket then wrapped the cover around her
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Thank u
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
No problem getting out the car then walked on the passenger side
Then open the door and u don't have to thank me.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
After she gives me her hand
I accepted then follow her too her doorstep
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Unlocking the door turn around u can come on in then walk right on in but in that the moment she came in she froze.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Stare into the floor
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I close the door behind me locking it I came up behind her wrapping my arms around her gentle
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Why does she always doing this to me why did this happen to me.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I sigh softly as I'm not sure how to answer.
I don't know sometimes
I wanna get her away from all of this but.
I am putting my own foot in my own mouth cause
I know I'm hardly home as it is my job have me on 24/7 nothing but business
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Flinch a little in pain.
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
I losing my grip a little after she did that.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
No don't stop her from moving her arms hold me tighter
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
No doubt that u deserve to be held but you're in pain
I don't wanna hurt u more then u already are.
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
I wanna be held
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Maybe you'll feel better once u take a nice long shower
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
You are right can u bring me some clothes
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
Nodding my head" I'll go get u some clothes
𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐈
Turn around then kiss her on the cheek
𝐋𝐄𝐅𝐓-𝐄𝐘𝐄
When Chilli left out the living room
I then went to get the clothes and towel for her chilli who was already in the bathroom right now waiting for me
𝐓𝐁𝐂...
𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄...
𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓...
