(On Hold) A Mellifluous Melody || TharnType || MewGulf (18+)

Chapter One

Lying down on the empty bed and looking up at the plain ceiling, Tharn thought to himself

"Where did i go wrong? What did i do to be treated this way? What should i do now?"

As he had those questions in mind, he felt his heart sank with a thud and he felt helpless. He wanted someone to hold him, someone to encourage him in those moments.

But...he was all alone yet again, and the feeling was too much to bear.

Those thoughts kept eating him and he just couldn't take it anymore..he curled up to his side and held the bedsheets firmly and slowly, all the pain and frustrations came out in the form of tears...

painful tears...

he sobbed and sobbed until he passes out on his bed.

               One week ago

"What were you doing with my friend and why were you holding his hands Tar? Tell me what's going on" Tharn said "You know it isn't anything like that! He's just like a brother to me" said Tar

"Oh well then, who holds their brother's hand that way? Tar, would you like it if i did the same with someone whom i call a 'Brother'?" said Tharn

"Well if you say he's like your brother then i'd believe you unlike you!" said Tar

Tharn was speechless hearing this from the one whom he loved the most in this world!

Even more than music!....

Yes!

Even more than music! He questioned himself whether this is that innocent and loving Tar who he used to love because at the moment he seemed like sommeone totally different. How could he say that it was ok for him to walk holding somebody elses' hand in public while his boyfriend watched them? how?

Tharn remained silent. After a long pause, Tar spoke...

"If you think that it was wrong then, let's breakup."

Tharn couldn't believe what he just heard. He was stunned and froze for a whole minute before speaking..

"I'm sorry if I said something wrong but please don't talk about breaking up just dont do that...I love you a lot Tar! Don't say that you'll leave me! Please!"

"I'm sorry Tharn, I thought about it a lot...actually I've been thinking about it for a while..I didn't had any reasons to break up with you then that's why I couldn't tell you this then. Well now i do have a reason to break up with you. I'm sorry Tharn" said Tar

Tharn sat in shock hearing those words coming from the person he loved the most! Tears rolled down his cheeks as he watched him leave and slam the door shut.

"Where did i go wrong? why? How did it happen?"

"We were so happy up until a moment ago! so why all these now? why did he change so much?" Tharn said confusingly still unable to accept what happened

Present Day

"Ouch! My head hurts like crazy! Shit!" Tharn said as he woke up from his sleep. His eyes were swollen from all tears he shed and he could barely open his eyes

"What the hell were you doing all day Tharn?" said a voice coming from the chair at the foot of the bed

"SHIT! What the Hell bro!" he said looking startled at Lhong

"When did you come here? How long ahve you been here?" asked Tharn

"Why do you ask so many questions when you didnt even heard mine probably!" Lhong said rolling his eyes