(On Hold) A Mellifluous Melody || TharnType || MewGulf (18+)

Chapter Three

Tharn's POV

Why am I feeling this way? Until a few months ago I was still affected by what Tar did to me. So why am I feeling this way? Why am I changing? Why am I so damn affected by this guy? Why is he making me feel this way?

Seeing you sleep so peacefully like a baby makes my heart go crazy with happiness. Why Type? Why do I feel so damn drawn to you? I am feeling afraid of this change. What if you don't like me? What if whatever I am feeling right now leaves me heartbroken? That is what I am scared of the most right now. 'Breaking my heart again' and I don't want that to happen.

Ah fuck it! I don't know! This is very frustrating when I don't even know what to do! Ahhhhh!!!! I'm here going crazy because of you and you're sleeping peacefully you brat! At the very least you could talk to me nicely but what to expect from a brat like you. AHH! I cannot even get pissed at you for the way you behave towards me. Fuck! What the hell is wrong with me?

Am I going crazy? What have you done to me Type? You're shaking up my whole world. Gosh I don't even know what to do anymore. Everytime I see you I feel like holding you in my embrace, kiss those juicy and appealing lips and I just want to dive in those charming eyes. Type! Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

Everytime you do or say something that is enough to piss me off, seeing you smile washes all of it away. You're smile is very dangerous do you know that Type? It makes me want to do each and every thing for you.

You always have your way out of stuffs na Type?

Saying so, he brushed Type's hair which made him stir in his sleep. Tharn smiled and whispered goodnight in his ears, which made Type lift his shoulder towards his ear and furrow his brows, but he soon eased up and drifted to sleep and so did Tharn.

Type's POV

Yes I know that I am a brat and can hurt your feelings because of my foul mouth, but to be honest, I do that so that I can hide my insecurities and fear. I'm sorry Tharn. Yes, I hate gays, I hate them to the core but even though I know you are one of them, I cannot hate you no matter how much I try.

I don't know what exactly makes me feel this way or why do I feel this way. I'm sacred Tharn, I'm scared that you might change me and make me vulnerable. I'm sacred that you'll leave once you get to know about me. My secrets...
My dark past...
The one that haunts me to this day. I try to act all tough but, I am not what I pretend to be. When I am with you, I don't know why but I want to show you my weak side. I have never ever felt this way Infront of anyone but why does it have to be you? I'm scared Tharn to be one of them.

I feel disgusted everytime I look at gays but with you it's different. From the very first time I saw you and knew you were gay. I didn't feel the same way I do, everytime I come across gays. Why do I feel this way whenever I see you? I feel fucking comfortable when I am around you. You make me feel safe and I know you are a good guy, but I am scared of this change and I don't want to hurt myself or let anyone take advantage of me. I cannot even stop myself from feeling this way.

I don't know how do you feel too and it's even more frustrating. I know you've had you heart broken by your ex and I know that you are having a hard time handling things on your own. I want to help you as well, get to know you better, but....

This stupid foul mouth of mine! Urghhhh! I blurted out shit the moment I saw you damnit! I cannot think straight when I am Infront of you which compells me to do all those stupid and shitty stuff. I cannot believe I can fuck up this bad!