I thought I had my friend back. After we had a huge fight, and she said sorry and how much she didn't want to lose me... I thought "hey...maybe everything will be ok" but I was wrong.
I let myself believe her lies because I know deep down i still have a huge crush in her, even after being rejected and having had it for two years now.
And then, when she would listen to me and we had fun talking...i thought "finally, things are good again" but then today she hurt me...again.
She made it very clear in her video. A video where she posted the pictures of her "bestest friends" and the one's she missed the most....
And after asking me for a picture and before all of this, saying how much she missed me, I thought "ok, sure that's cool" but then in the video...she made it clear we were NOT friends....
Like I had thought we were. If I had known I annoyed her so much, I wouldn't have befriended her again. Because she AGAIN made me feel useless...
Like nothing....
Like she had before. Yet I know, I still have feelings for her...
I'm such a dumbass
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Short StoryI hope my friends see this..they won't tho...so this is my only way of venting without telling them
