"Okay kids as you can tell today we are playing... DODGEBALL!!!!!" Coach yelled. Gym is the last hour of my day cause after this i have a free period. What is up with high school gym teachers and fucking dodgeball. This game is total bullshit. "I want James and Brittney to be the captians." Oh just fucking perfect. Barbie and ken going against eachother. just FUCKING great.
"I wanna go first," Barbie said. "I choose Becky." Oh fucking amazing. this is to fucking amazing. This school is to cliche. i know exactly who ken is gonna pick.
"Alright i choose new girl." Ken said. i sat there for a second and then i realized that everyone was staring at me.
"Fuck yall starin at me for. look away." I stopped and realized i did it again. "I mean uhhh, why a-are you all staring at me." I really needa get my act in check.
"I picked you to be on my team new girl," ken said with a smirk.
"Okay," i said and walked to stand on his side ig. This is a set up and its killing me that i have to let this shit all happen. i know that they gonna do some shit to hurt me and embaress me. Its complete and udder fucking bullshit. I wanna be at my old school where all i had to do was look at someone and they cried in fear. I miss walking down the halls with my bitches. Now i gotta fucking deal with all this shit. Im gonna fucking explode. Im gonna fight someone. I just need to get this hour over with and i can leave. Just one more painful fucking hour and i will get to leave and go change into my normal clothes and take off these annoying ass glasses. Most of all i get to see my baby.
"Okay you all know the rules, if you ge-"
"Wait dont start the game yet. we are here." Three of the 'bad boys' walked into the gym.
"Just fucking perfect" i said under my breath so no one could hear me. These boys came in, spotted me, and walked over to kens side of the gym to stand by me.
"Wassup nerd girl. Didnt know you were taking gym. So what you been up to nerd girl. We lost you after last class." Charlie said. It was Ryan, Cody, and Charlie. I sighed and tried to ignore them. "So whatchu doing nerd girl. We should ditch class. We can go smoke. I got weed." Oh my god.
"Your gonna kill me. You are gonna be the death of me. Excuse me coach can i go to the nurses office. Im getting a major headache." It was then i realized everything was silent and people were staring once again. "I'm just gonna gooo..." i walked away awkwardly and i noticed that the boys were following me. This shit is gonna break me and then my dad is gonna kill me. Oh my god im gonna die. Ive slipped up to many times not to die. Why the fuck i gotta go to this school. What i would kill to just have one of my brothers here with me. Like if Kylan came to school with me my ass would be set. The dude is gonna notice im gone and start looking for me. This is all a waste of my time. Hes gonna find me. This is all bullshit. "Can Yall leave me alone for like two minutes please." I said it just loud enough for them to hear. im just done with everyones shit today.
"Nope im gonna follow you to make sure you get to the office safely," Charlie said still following me out of the gym now. I turned around real quick.
"Look I just need a reason to get out of class and go home. I just wanna see two of my siblings and go get drunk. I really cant wait another hour to fucking leave. I am ready to fucking explode and I already know that my dad is literally gonna fucking kill me for slipping up so much today so could please just do me this one favour and leave me alone. I am here for one reason and I cant make friends and I cant blow my cover. Its nothing against any of you. Tell your whole group to just leave me alone," I said and turned and walked away as quickly as I could without running. I just wanna go home and chill for a minute. I just wanna blow my cover.
Im gonna get killed tonight before I can fight and im so not down for that. Uhhhh this is such bullshit. everything is bullshit. Eventually if I say that its bullshit enough then maybe things will get better.
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"Okay so I heard from sasha that she heard that carter was gonna ask you out but then you moved. he came to the house this morning looking for you but you weren't there. So Kyle asked why he wanted to see you and them carter got all weird and said that he wanted to talk to you about school work and take you to school in his car. So Kyle being himself told him to get off the property and to never come back. So then later today at school I got a video of Kylan in a fight with carter. He literally fucking destroyed carter bro. So then carters little sister came up to me before I texted you and said to meet her here after school. I ended up leaving school early cause why the fuck not, and this is the time she told me to meet her. If she don't pull up I swear to god ima pull up to her house," Kendall said. I look at her with the dumbest look ever.
"Your not fighting her. Me and Carter were kinda friends and this shit all pisses me off. when and if she gets here you are not fighting her. I will talk to kylan and kyle later. I'm so sick of all this shit. School was shit and now I gotta deal with yall cause kyle is way to fucking protective of me. I stg this shit gets so annoying. I mean your lucky that you really only have to deal with. This shit gets so irritatin," I ranted to Kendall.
"So whats up Kendall. We fighting or nah. Lets go bitch. Yall started a war," Carters little sister said. She had a few friends with her. So this little girl was gonna jump my sister pretty much.
"Um im sorry but you guys will guys will not be fighting especially since you decided to bring friends to jump in when my sisters kicks your ass but even with your friends she would still beat yalls asses. if you was to pussy to fight her in school then you aren't fighting her at Starbucks. Thas some childish shit no cap. Ill take you guys a place to fight if you really wanna fight. I can take to you to a real fighting rink where people aren't so nice and the loser gets shit even for someone your age. So if you really want tons of people to watch you try and fight and you want them to watch you lose then ill take you and no one can jump in to save you," I said to this little girl. My sister started to get happy. I took her there once and she watched me fight. She loved it there. I told her when she got a little older and more training I would take her there more.
"For sure lets go so everyone will see me beat Kendalls ass," This little girl said. I was done at this point.
"Okay let me give you the address. I'll set up a fight and if you aren't there by 12 then you immediately lose and you cant say shit cause you pussy out. And if you snitch my family can kill every last member of your family in front of of your eyes. There is multiple locations and no way that the police will ever find where to get in at. So don't even think about it. You can bring one friend," I said and handed her a piece of paper with the address of my bar on it. My dad owns the bar and built and underground fighting thing in it so that he could make more money. I started fighting there. Im like fr fr the best no cap. I fight in disguise so that people wont know who I am. when I go to watch I don't wear a disguise though. I am two different people in there. I have the fighter and then regular me.
"Okay bet bitch. I'll be there," this little bitch said to me and I just walked out with Kendall behind me and we both got on my bike.
I cant wait for tonight...
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So this is chapter four guys. I was gonna put her fighting with her brothers in this chapter but i decided against it. I hope you guys like this book so far!!
Bye peoples✌🏻✌🏻
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