тєєηαgє ∂яєαм ↬ Kim Hongjoong

Teenage Dream

"You think I'm pretty

Without any make-up on

You think I'm funny

When I tell the punch line wrong

I know you get me

So I'll let my walls come down, down"

Dating Kim Hongjoong was extremely the best thing that happened in your life. You don't care whether they say that you're illegal as long as you both love each other.

The fact that he's very perfect, stunning, amazing, and he's just extremely perfect. Whenever you think of him, you can't help but see yourself as a poop.

You mean, come on, how could a potato date a very perfect human being? Kim Hongjoong, he's just very perfect.

You pouted at the thought and looked at yourself in the mirror. You traced your ugly figure, imperfect eyes, and more. Compared to other girls you are chubbier and a bit rough faced.

To hide your insecurities, you put make up on to hide them. Especially when you and Hongjoong go on dates. They will probably look at you as if you are a stray cat standing beside a pet cat.

You glanced at your imperfect body once again. Looking at yourself in your undergarments has been your habit. There, you could feel all your insecurities and anxiety rise up.

The door opened revealing a tired Hongjoong but you paid no mind. You just looked at yourself. Seeing Hongjoong made you insecure once more.

Hongjoong made his way to you and wrapped his arms around you. He looked at the mirror where your eyes met.

"Stop looking at yourself as if you're a dirt, (Y/N). You look stunning, beautiful, and majestic. You ar eperfect." Hongjoong said making you smile.

The best thing that made you love Hongjoong more is that, he loves you for who you are. No matter how you look, no matter if you're unlike those ideal girls, he still loves you for who you are.

"You look pretty, even without make up." He continued kissing your temples. "You look pretty with any clothes." He kissed your neck. "You look pretty for being you." He faced you to him and pecked your lips.

"I love you, (Y/N)." He hugged you. You smiled with tears already brimming from your eyes. You're just too lucky to have Kim Hongjoong in your life. You won't let go of him, and he won't let go of you.

Having a date with Hongjoong was always fun. He brings you to places where you will probably enjoy like arcades, amusement parks, festivals, and random places more.

He was just so fun to be with. Well, here you are, anxiety attacked you once again. You were thinking, what if Hongjoong wouldn't have fun with you? What if he just fake smiles just to look happy?

You think you're a really boring person. You don't know whether you make him happy or you don't. Damn overthinking! Get away from me. You thought.

"Hey, I know what you're thinking..." Hongjoong started while looking at you with those cute eyes of his.

You were on the Han River having your picnic with him. When suddenly this called anxiety hit you again. 'Hongjoong is too observant that he noticed me overthinking once again.'

"(Y/N)... (Y/N)..." Hongjoong cupped your cheeks then faced you to him. Looking at him made you blush especially with the sweet and close contact. You'll never get used to it, and Hongjoong, well he loves it.