★ℝ𝕖𝕕𝕕𝕚𝕖 𝕊𝕞𝕦𝕥★

I Care About You

(TW: Mention of abuse)

Eddie didn't have a good life. But he never let anyone know that. He'd never let anyone know that his mother was always drunk and would abuse him. She was controlling and would hit her own son. But Eddie wouldn't let his friends know. If she left a mark on the small boy's body, he'd cover it up.

He didn't like lying to his friends, it's just he didn't want them to pity him. He also didn't think anyone would care enough. Since his dad died, he's never felt loved. He felt alone. There was so much he kept to himself that it would become to much. Most nights he'd cry himself to sleep. But Eddie wouldn't let his friends know that.

Eddie was now 18 and would soon be going college and alway from his god awful mother. Alway from the abuse. Alway from the small town that treated him so badly.

He was at the quarry with the losers one day. They were basking in the sun on a rare day it was actually sunny. Bev was on laying on a towel trying to get tan while Ben sat next to her reading a book playing with her hair. They began dating a few months ago and had basically became inseparable.

Mike had Richie on his shoulders while Stan on Bill's trying to knock the others down. Eddie was the ref as he didn't want to be pushed constantly into the murky water.

After a few rounds they decided to head home. Bev and Ben left first. Beverly giving a hug and a kiss on the goodbye to everyone and Ben waving. Next was Bill saying he needed to head home for dinner. Then Mike. Then Stan.

"Well Spaghetti, looks like it's just us two" Richie said with a wink to the small boy.

"Don't call me that Rich" Eddie replied. At first the nicknames did bother him, but he's grown accustomed to them. Of course he wouldn't let Richie know that. "I should be heading home"

"Mind if I tag along?" Richie asked him. It wasn't rare for the two to hang out alone, they had always had a stronger bond then the rest.

Eddie thought about it. His mother wouldn't be home. She was out of town at the moment. So Eddie complied. "Sure"

They rode the short distance to Eddie's house and made their way up to his room. Richie, being the loudest and most talkative of the group, had been awfully quite since their arrival.

"Rich, you ok?" The small boy asked the curly haired boy.

"Of course Ed's, why wouldn't I be?" He said back to his worried friend.

"You're just quite. That's all." Eddie said getting back into reading the comic he currently had deciding not to push it.

"Eddie, why lie?" Richie suddenly said.

Eddie looked up at his friend with a confused look. "What do mean?"

"I mean about your life" Richie said with a sigh. "I know it's not what you say it is. I know your mom gets drunk and I saw you crying"

"Wha- how do you know that?" Eddie asked in a small voice. His eyes were stinging with tears that he held back.

"I rode by your house one day and saw your mom stumbling out of the house with a beer in her hand." Richie explained. "And I wanted to talk to you one night, so I climbed up to your window and saw you crying" he said this time in a quieter voice.

"Oh" was all Eddie said. He turned around facing the opposite way of Richie and forced his tears back.

Richie slowly walked over to Eddie and placed his hand under his chin making him look up. "Why would you lie?" He asked looking at him dead in the eye.

"I don't know Rich. I just didn't think anyone would care. No one loves me." Eddie said, his voice raised slightly. There were tears now streaming down the short boy's face.

"Eddie" Richie said in a soft voice, his hands never leaving the other boy's face "I care. I love you. I love you so much"

"You do?" Richie nodded. They stared into each other's eyes. Suddenly Eddie felt a pair of lips on his. At first he was taken aback, but then melted into the kiss. They separated for a short moment. "I love you too Chee"

Then they dive back in. This time more passionately. What was first a long kiss turned into a heavy make out session. Richie slid his tongue on Eddie's bottom lip as Eddie opened his mouth. His tongue explored the young boy's mouth.

Eddie moaned and Richie lifted his shirt. They disconnected to remove Eddie's shirt. Eddie leaned back to reconnect their lips but Richie had seen something he wished he didn't. It broke his heart.

"Does she also hit you?" The taller boy asked in a soft voice. He was looking at the healing bruises on the shorter boy's stomach. The bruises were so light that he hadn't noticed them at the Quarry. No one had.

Eddie looked down at his lap. He hated that Richie saw him like this. "Yes" he quietly answered.

Richie saw the other boy didn't want to talk about this. So he pushed Eddie down so he was lying down on the bed. He kissed him once more before going down to his stomach. On his way down he left a few hickeys on Eddie's neck and throat. Then he left kisses on the bruises.

"Richie" Eddie mumbled as he softly moaned. Richie looked up at him and he trailed even lower to the hem of his shorts. "Please" the small boy softly begged, tugging on the taller boy's hair.

Richie pulled down Eddie's shorts. He then mouthed at the smaller boy's dick. Soft moans left Eddie's lip. "You're so beautiful" Richie said barely loud enough for the other to hear. The compliment made Eddie whimper and pull on Richie's hair.

The small boy bucked his hips up hoping his friend would get the hint. "Stop teasing" he said breathless. With that Richie pulled down the boy's underwear. "I want you to fuck me Chee" Eddie whispered.

"Jesus Eds, are you trying to kill me?" The taller man groaned. He circled Eddie's hole to see and feel that it was loose. "Did you...umm... did you finger yourself?" He asked.

"Maybe" the small boy replied. He felt the blood rushing to his face leaving his cheeks pink. That got him a reaction from the other boy. "I was thinking about you" Eddie said looking at Richie through his lashes.

Richie was now painfully hard. "Y- You were?". Richie couldn't believe his ears. Eddie Kaspbrak, the cutest boy he's ever laid his eyes on, was fingering himself to the thought of him.

Eddie nodded. "I was thinking about you're smile and bad jokes, and thinking about you pounding into me" he said the last part a bit quieter and with a hint of arousal in his voice.

With that Richie went in with two fingers then three. Soon enough he was also naked and slowly entering the doe eyed boy. When he was completely in, he waited for Eddie to adjust.

"Move Rich. Please" Eddie begged one hand tugging the taller boy's hair and the other clawing his back.

Richie slowly moved out and harshly thrusted back in making both boys moan. Richie continued to thrust in and out going faster with each thrust. Eddie let out strings of uh-uhs with each hit to his prostate clawing at the other boy's back that would definitely leave marks.

After a few more thrusts and moans of Richie's name, Eddie was cumming onto his stomach. Richie was soon following cumming into the condom and groaning Eddie's name.

Richie removed himself from Eddie, tying and throwing away the condom. He went to the bathroom grabbing a towel and cleaning Eddie's stomach. Then they got under the covers cuddling.

Richie was leaving soothing kisses along Eddie face when the small boy spoke up. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you. I just didn't think you would care." He said as he played with Richie's hand.

"I care about you. I'll always care about you" Richie said leaving a kiss on his temple. "I love you Eds. And I want to be your boyfriend" he said the last bit quieter, his cheeks turning a light pink shade.

Eddie looked up at him and kissed him lovingly on the lips. "I would love to be you're boyfriend Rich". And they continued cuddling through the night.

A/N
Ahhhh! First chapter and it's hella long (that's what she said). This honestly took forever. So I hope you horny bitches enjoyed. This was also my first time writing smut so I hope it wasn't bad.