Devil in the Mirror

live a little

“thats sweet cc” anna looked down smiling i mean how could someone so beautiful hate herself so much? i have been around for a long long time and she is truly the most beautiful girl in the whole world. 

“anna listen to me you are stunning and i cant believe a girl that beautiful exists i will keep telling you this intill you can believe me, your insane, wild and crazy but your also beautiful amazing and caring, i will love you forever and with me forever means forever.” 

she looked in my eyes “i will love you forever cc i promise, and thank you for being so nice to me” i smiled “its because i love you and its all true.” she lit up, she makes me feel,

something i haven't in a long long time. she makes me feel human and that is a feeling i forgot. this one human has managed to change me in two days compared to countless years of me trying to feel this way. 

“cc are you ok?” she asked me drawing my attention to her eyes. they are more blue then andy’s and brighter then the sun. “yes i just zoned out agin I'm sorry i have been doing that lot today” 

she giggle a bit then said “i asked you if you wanted to step out side for a second?” i shook my head sure what ever you want. we walked out side and sat down on a little bench outside the dinner. 

anna sat next to me then put her head on my shoulder and said “cc you know that your really cute when you zone out.” i smiled “thanks but your always cute” 

she kissed my cheek then said “i have one question” “anything” i said looking into her eyes. “how often do you need to feed cc and don't lie to me please.” 

“about the same amount as you but I’m fine i promise.” i said trying to understand why she wanted to know “cc you promise if you get hungry you’ll tell me right away?” 

“anna i promise i will” she kissed me “lets go back my food should be done by now.” we walked back inside and sat down, anna started to eat and i tuned out to the sound of everyones thoughts 

some guy at the small bar was having an affair, some little kid wants a toy a mom was thinking about her kids future, a man was checking out some collage girls who where laughing in a booth, everyone in there own little worlds but anna why cant i read her mind? 

she's the only one ever i cant read i mean some people its harder to but her its like she doesn't think at all but i know she thinks because anna’s heart beats change along with her faces, and i can tell she's thinking.

anna finished eating and i said “want to hear something funny?” she shook her head “well that guy over there” i pointed to the guy at the bar “is having an affair with the mom over there and the two collage girls over there” 

she shook her head laughing “cc you shouldn't listen in like that” i smiled “its just so hard not to.” she laughed “its ok if i could i would to.” i laughed along with her as we walked out of the dinner.  

“cc is being, a vampier all that bad?” she said looking at the ground as we walked “yes it is, your all alone, your always hungry, and your a monster.” she laughed  

“your really looking on the down side here i mean your not alone you have the band and now me, we are always hungry to but you guys get to have fun with your food, you have like super powers, and most of all you get to look fucking hot when your hungry.”  

she said laughing at me. “you think that face when I'm hungry with the eyes and the veins is hot?” i said laughing “i guess it could just be you.” she said kissing my cheek  

i laughed “your a special girl, you know that?” “ok cc heres whats going to happen I'm going to show you why being you is fucking amazing well you can teach me to like my self ill do the same to you.” she said smiling at me.

i stopped her and held her arm “anna your sweet but don't treat this like a game i mean I'm a monster i have killed people” she shook her head “and so what i don't care you can do that all you want as long as you focus on the bad people from now on. 

no matter what you do or say i will always think you have it better i mean come on cc your a fucking vampier i would live it up i mean run around, have some fun with it i know i would.” 

“you sure are one special girl anna” i said kissing her. “please cc I'm nothing special come on look at this i cant do anything cool but you, you can read minds like i would kill for something like that, you need to learn to enjoy it.” 

i smiled “i guess i can try if you promise you will be there with me” she smiled “i will all i can be” she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me, i could smell her, it wasn't like when I'm hungry but more like a sweet sickly smell that made me feel at home.

“i love you cc please never leave me” she whispered in my ear. “i promise anna i will never ever leave you, i will fight for you always” i whispered back to her. “come on lets go visit eva and see if she's ok” anna said smiling at me.