Lielah, pronounced as Lila . As young girl she went through so much . From living on section 80 to losing her mother to Domestic violence. Her father was real abusive. He beat her and her mother almost everyday for no reason at all. When she was only 12 her father and mother got in a huge fight. Her father raped her mother violently and beat the lady half dead. After finished with her mother he proceeded to do the same to Lielah. He had never touched her sexually before. She didn't know what to do..She Kicked and screamed for help her mother watched helplessly on the ground. What could she do ? She was basically dead. However she found strength to grab the gun and aim it at the back of the man's head. Blood splattered all over her . She quickly ran to her mother and held her for the last hour of her life. She repeatedly told her mother how much she loved her. Then her mom said the last four words she would ever say."I love you too."Her mother passed away right in her little arms. She sat alone for hours in the dark. Crying..She had no one to talk to . She didn't trust any one. From the age of 12 to 19 she never spoke a word. She built a wall. And major trust issues. She couldn't tell any one she loved them. Because she didn't. She hated every one. And no body even did shit to her. Even tho she never spoke She was hated by every female she knew. And loved by every Nigga. She didn't believe in love. She honestly didn't even know what it was. She had to do for her self. She Lived on her own..no money no nothing.So she started stripping. 21 she was raped in alley coming home from the club. She grew a hate towards men..No.She wasn't gay . She just hated men...I mean could u blame her.She never went to college but she was smart as hell.Book smart and street smart. She found a job which didn't require any socialization ... She hated to speak. She only spoke when she had to. When she was 25. She met a guy. he was really sweet to her.But she didn't fall for it. He swore to the grave that he loved her..But she hasn't said that word in years. She didn't know what it felt like to have someone say it to her, she forgot. The relationship between the two became serious after a year. She still never uttered the word love..She still barley talked..She was scared to give her heart to him. Because she knew he would break it. She honestly didn't give a fuck about anything. Now she is 28 And is feeling some type of way about this dude. She can't quite get it.
She feels lonely when he is away. But when they are together she feels like she can't breathe. Never had sex with him. Not once but they had a connection and She didn't know what it was.
Could it be LOVE?
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FanfictionA nigga who love the game. He just Aint shit. A girl who comes from nothing..But wants to be something.