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Being in the hospital for a second time isn't a good thing for the books, especially if you pregnant.
Yes I can't believe I'm going to be a mom, after 2 months I still had difficulties so they told me I would have to stay so nothing would happen to me or my child.
Tootie,was disappointed but also happy as well.
I was happy that I was going to be a mom, maybe I can stop all this bullshit from happening again.
My mother would come and visit me for hours and constantly tell me that my father disappeared.
I would tell her it don't matter because I don't care, yes he got people to shoot me but he still is my dad regardless of anything.
I know y'all still wondering about Mookie, this bitch 4 months almost ready to go, 5 more to go and she'll be done.
The doctor said I'm two months pregnant and not going to show until I'm four moths because of the injury.
I wasn't upset or anything, I knew I had a baby in me so I couldn't get mad.
"Desire" somebody called my name and I looked up and saw Mookie and Breezy standing by the foot of the hospital bed.
"Hey" I said softly not trying to hurt my throat.
My throat was damaged in some way while I was recovering.
"How you feeling?" Breezy asked as mookie sat down and ate a pickle with peanut butter.
"Ooou bitch you got some more ?" I asked and she handed me a bag full of peanut butter pickles.
"I'm been good, I just can't wait til I start showing so I can take pictures" I said giving Mookie the bag back.
"How y'all eat that shit ?" Breezy asked.
"It's so good, we be craving the weirdest shit, like I told Von to put jelly on my chicken sandwich". Mookie said making Breezy scrunch her face up in disgust.
"Girl was it good ?" I asked.
She nodded, and rubbed her stomach making me smile.
"Bruh I didn't even expect us to get pregnant around the same time, that's weird asf" I said and Mookie nodded.
"Bitch when the doctor said something about a baby, everybody was confused but your mom, it's like she knew that shit already." Mookie said.
"She did know, cause when we was on our way to my house she called me talking about she had a dream about a fish" I said.
"My mom, always told me I was going to be pregnant soon and here we go now" mookie said making me and Breezy laugh.
3 hours later and I'm back in the room by myself.
My mom didn't come in today because of a business trip and Tootie I don't know where he was at.
I was going to call him, but I don't feel like talking to him right now.
As I drifted off to sleep, my dream consisted of me cleaning a kitchen and hearing somebody in the back saying something.
When I turned around I saw a little girl smiling at me asking me to pick her up.
She looked about two or three.
"Mommy, can I go play with Heaven?" The little girl asked and I nodded and placed her on the floor and grabbed car keys off a hook.
Before leaving out I went upstairs and grabbed my purse and a book bag.
When I came back downstairs I saw the little girl sitting down.
"Come on sweetie, lets go so I can see your god mommy" I said to the little girl.
Who is this little girl ? I thought in the back of my head.
We got in the car and I strapped her in her car seat and she smiled at me.
"Mommy, where is daddy" the child asked and I smiled sadly.
"He's on a business trip, maybe he'll come back home soon" I said and I was confused.
What the fuck is happening ?
As we pulled up to a big house, I realized we wasn't in my state anymore we were somewhere different.
As I parked in the driveway, I got out and I strapped her form the car seat and grabbed her book bag.
As we walked to the door I locked them, and knocked on it.
As the door open I saw an older version of Mookie, she looked matured.
"Hey bestie" Mookie said making the little girl run inside.
"Hey bitch" I said hugging her and coming inside.
As we let go she walked to the kitchen and I seen Candy, and Breezy sitting down.
"Hey y'all" I said and they smiled as I came over and hugged both of them.
"Where the girls at ?" I asked and they shrugged.
"Probably upstairs with the other ones, you doing ok ?" Candy asked.
"Yeah, I just miss him. She asked where he was before we came" I said and they smiled sadly.
"He went off the grid, we can't even reach him we tried talking his mother but she doesn't want anything to do with anybody, she even blocked Von" Candy said making me shake my head.
Where the fuck he at ? Hopefully he didn't cheat on me or anything cause I'm going to be sad.
"Ms.Lee?" I heard a faint voice say.
As I slowly woke up I seen my doctor at the foot of my bed.
"Hello, Ms.Lee you will be sent home in two weeks and you'll have a check up every week and if something unusual happens, come in" She said smiling at me and I gave her a small smile back.
"Thank you" I said and she shook her head.
"No problem, I'll be back in the morning to check on you"she said making me nod.
She left the room and I closed my eyes again trying to go back to the same dream.
That dream was in the future...
What the fuck is going to happen to Tootie ?
Hey my loves, I actually missed you guise! And I know I was being petty by not updating but here you go..
It's not the best, because I'm saving that for the last chapters.
Anyways my birthday in 21 days and I'm so excited 😆 ! Check out my new book !
