You're not fine. Not at all. You're not afraid of the dark, well most of the time anyways. But for some reason, the fact that you're so alone tonight is scaring you to hell. Even the warmth and comfiness of your blankets can't console you.
You squeeze your eyes shut for the nth time, hoping that you could just drift to sleep. And then they shoot open, as another thought frightens you. What if a roach comes creeping out like last time?! What if it crawls onto you?!
You toss and turn on your bed, heart pounding even though it shouldn't be. What is wrong with you?? Why can't you fall asleep like a normal human being??
You've had enough. You sit up and grab your phone that's on your side table. You try to turn it on but the screen remains dark. You groan as you realize that the battery must have run out.
Hurriedly, you rummage through your desk drawer for your charger, and yes, in the dark. You wouldn't dare turn on your lights, because Daewon literally sees everything and he'd certainly scold you for still being awake.
You let out another groan as you realize that you let Jeongyeon borrow your charger the other day and she still hasn't returned it.
What in the hell are you going to do now?! You can't sleep. You're phone is dead. And is it just your mind playing tricks on you or is that a spider on the floor?!
Nope. You are definitely not staying here alone tonight. You take your pillow in your arms, your phone in your hand, and you slipped on your flip flops. Carefully but quickly, you made your way out of your room and into the hallway.
After some thinking, you decided that the best place to go to now was Jisung's dorm. He might get angry but only a little bit, unlike if you choose to go to Bangchan's.
Okay, now you just gotta try to get there as fast as possible without tripping or crying. The hallways look even scarier than your room.
What seemed to be fifteen minutes later, you end up in front of Jisung's dorm room. You let out a sigh of relief. Now you just got to endure most probably a lecture.
You were about to knock on the door when you stop. Worrying thoughts suddenly flood through your brain. What if he gets really mad cause I woke him from his sleep? What if he doesn't see me the same way after this?? What if he doesn't let me in and think I'm immature and such a baby??
Okay, calm down. We just have to calm down.
For a moment, you think, maybe you should just run back and hide under the covers. But then again, you've made it this far.
Okay, you'll do it.
You let out a breath. One, two, three. You knock.
You stiffen as you wait for the door to open. Nothing happens. Maybe your knock was too soft.
You knock again. A bit louder this time.
A few seconds later, and still nothing happens. You're hesitant, but you're thinking of knocking for the third time. What if you're just bothering him though? This sucks. You let out another nervous breath. One last knock. If Jisung doesn't open it, you leave.
You raise your hand to the door and just when you were about to knock, it opens.
You let out a soft chuckle seeing his figure standing there. "Hi, Jisung-oppa."
"(Y/N)?"
"Huh?" You blink in the dark. That's not Jisung. "Seungmin-oppa??"
"It's midnight. What are you doing here?"
As your eyes adjust, you can now clearly see that you've went to the wrong room. Seungmin stands by the door, clearly looking like someone who has just woken up. Suddenly, you feed guilty for disrupting his sleep.
"O-Oh! Umm.. I just couldn't sleep really haha. Jeongyeon-unnie left for a fan meet. And u-umm.. I came here cause I thought this was Jisung-oppa's room. Its not that I'm s-scared of the dark but umm I'm scared of bugs and there was a cockroach the other day so i'm scared to sleep alone, you know." You mentally curse yourself at how stupid your sentences sound. Luckily, Seungmin's brain didn't seem to have enough energy to judge you.
"You can sleep here I guess," he says upon seeing the pillow you are holding.
"Really?? I-I mean you don't have to. I can go back."
"It's fine." He pushes the door wider so that you can go in.
"O-Oh thanks." You enter the room and look around. It's smaller than your dorm room. You freeze as you realize there's only one bed.
"Take my bed." Seungmin says. "I can sleep on the floor." You stand surprised as you see him pull out a very thin and old mattress out of his closet.
"What no! This is your room, you take the bed," you say.
"But you're a girl and the guest," He yawns. "I insist."
"Well, that mattress doesn't seem very comfortable."
"I'm not letting you sleep on the floor."
"What if we sleep together. The bed's big enough."
A few seconds pass in silence and then you let out a gasp. You can't believe you just said that.
"I don't really mind. Would it be okay with you?" Seungmin said. It was clear to you that he was telling the truth cause it looked like he needed sleep more than anything at that moment.
"Y-Yeah. It's fine."
And so the both of you climbed onto his bed, him quite casually, and you quite awkwardly. He hands you a blanket that he must've also taken from his closet.
"Goodnight," he mutters, as he lays almost near the edge.
Stiffly, you lie beside him. Its quiet but his presence calms you down. You softly smile. This is much better than you're terrifying dorm room. If bugs come out, Seungmin would take care of it. Or if he was scared too, then you wouldn't be alone.
You close your eyes and tug the blanket up to your chin. You fall asleep.
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YALL! I decided to update this. I tbh hate this story because its so cringey and Idk why you ppl are reading it like find a better well written plot HHAHAHA. But i wanna practice my writing so i'm back here giving u guys 2 updates hehe
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