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‘Come on Hyung~ let me go to school. Please, I also want to feel like others.’ plead Jihoon to his older brother. He knows the reason but he still want to feel like going to school and how to feel like being with friends.

Dongwook were pissed off. Every time his lovely youngest said about it make he feel something bad will happen. He can’t do that! Jihoon is the only one he had right now. After their parents died in car incident 10 years ago, he never! Even once let his brother Jihoon being outside off their house.

‘Why you being like this hyung. I’m 16 now. And I can take care of myself. I’m sick of homeschool.’

‘Don’t be like this Jihoon. I don’t wanna argue with you anymore. Every time we talk about th-

‘It’s about mom and dad?’ the moment stops when Jihoon said that.

‘No no no. Don’t you say it like that! That’s nothing to do in this topic Jihoon!!!’

‘Bu-but…’

‘Hyung, Jihoon already 16, and in 2 years he will be a college student and soon will be working at the company. He need to learn how to comunicate with people’ Jongsuk say. He knows his lovely Jihoon is so curious about the outside world. They never let Jihoon going out from their house. There can’t bare it, if they will loose Jihoon too.

‘Yeah, I agreed with Jongsuk hyung. At least he will overcome his Haphephobia?’

‘That’s the point!!!!! He even can’t touch people other than us!!! Why we bring this up again?!!!!!’ Dongwook had enough of this thing.

But little he doesn’t know, Jihoon already had tears in his eyes. Every time! Every time he brings this topic, his brother always fought with each other. He were jealous when he saw some of boys walking, talking laughing with their friends, wearing school uniform and all he can see trough his window. He always want to feel that. Even though he know he can’t touch other people, it is okay as long he can feel being inside school, wearing a uniform, that’s have been enough for him.

“It is wrong to feel that? I had never out from this house, even going out to convenience store or to the park. I-I want to be just like others. Even I’ll behave and make sure no one closer to me. Just once, please… I like... to be free.” Tears already flowed to his red cheek. It’s really hard to make a wish like that? He walk back to his room, leave their little partying for him and sat down to his bed. Blanking.

Yes. It’s really his wishes for his 16 birthday which is they’re celebrate right now. His brother make him to say something that he really want to do with and he choose this, he want to feel like go to school just like normal people do, going to club activity, playing football or basketball.

And this is what happen. He know it. He know they’ll never agree. He once asked the same thing when he was 10, and really curious why his brothers do that. He knew there must be something wrong and he sure it’s related to his parents.

Honestly, he don’t really remember about his parents and he really upset about that. He even cry a whole day for not remembering their memories together. He only know that his parents died in a car incident and that had been told from his brother. He tried, but he can’t. The doctor say, it’s a long term memory loss but it’ll be back again if he want to and he don’t know how to do that. He can’t really remember or he really don’t wanna too remember.

“It’s a worst birthday ever”.