LOVE OR LUST

Chapter 1: Losing Mind

Nathan's POV:

It's been 2years since Lou left me and the house I did tried my best to find her but I failed I don't know where to go,  where to find her, I don't know where she was. Even until now I still don't know where she is. My dad told me that she maybe left the city the day she left me but I also believe that she is here in the city. I was so lost without her it took me years to figure out that I've been through a lot. I still want to find her but my dad don't want me to. To think that I have other important business to think of. So, I give up but it didn't stop me for still loving her, I still do love her and I'm waiting for her return.

The days went by smoothly but not to me I hate going home to my own house thinking she have lots of memories there.  My phone rings and I look to see the caller ID and now this is also making my life more miserable .

I picked up "What? "

"Are you coming home now? I'm waiting for you! " The other line said I don't like the taste of this conversation we're having.

"Yeah, I was about to why? " I asked not wanting to make the conversation long.

"Just hurry up please, Ethan is waiting for you he's been crying non-stop! " , Said the other line

I look up and sigh "Okay,  I'll be there in a minute! ", I said and hung up the call. I'm still not in the mood to talk to this person but I have to for the safety of everyone. I checked the time and it draws 9 in the evening I picked up my phone on the table and  wore my coat I picked up my keys and roam out the office.

I drive back home still thinking of what will happen in my life. I've waited long enough I waited for her for so long , when would she show up or the question is does she have the plan to show up? Well,  it's been two years but there's no sign of her. I wonder where she is now. I wonder what she's been doing now. I wonder what she look now, I wonder if she still lo..ves.. me...

There was a knock on my window and I instantly looked up a young boy was waiting for me to come out with his red puffy eyes and his turning red tomato nose. I stared at him for a minute until I heard another knock. I hesitate to come out I looked up to him again he started to cry again so I quickly got out of the car and picked him up.

"Hey, hey, why is my little buddy crying ?" I patted his back and make him rest his head on my shoulder.

"Momma don't want me to sleep with you, she said you'll be angry and you will hate me. Do you hate me daddy? He asked I didn't see it coming.

I cleared my throat and said "N... O.. No! Why would I be? ",

He looked at me and said " Because momma said you don't love us! ",

"Hey, hey, hey, stop crying you're only wasting your tears. Now, now let's go inside. ", I said carrying him inside .

I walked him to his room sleep with him. I hugged him and patted his back until he fell asleep. I got up slowly not wanting to wake him up I kissed his forehead and left his room carefully and slowly not wanted to make a sound. I was about to go to my room when I heard a foot tapping on the floor. I turned around and saw her smiling to me .

"THANK YOU! Thank you for being his dad. I don't know what will I do without you. ", she said

I didn't talk to her I just nod my head and looked at her.

"I.. I.. Um.. I made you dinner.. I.. If you want to eat.. Um.. -"

"NO! THANKYOU! I'M NOTq HUNGRY, YOU CAN EAT THEM OR FEED THEM TO THE CATS! " , I said not wanting to have a conversation with her. If I could still remember she's the reason of all this. She and her son were the reason why lou left me. They were the reasons why I didn't get to bring my lou to the alter. They were the reason of my miserable life. Hell they are bringing me to hell,  Aside from pretending to be a dad to his son that she once told me that was mine. I wonder where is the father of this child and who is the biological father of this child. I guess I have to make an investigation. I need to fix my life,  I need to fix myself, I WANT MY LIFE BACK,  I WANT LOU BACK.

I unbuttoned my shirt I need a quick shower to freshen up my mind. I take a quick shower and stared at myself in the mirror my eyes scanning my heart there her name was still written inside. I need to find her,  I need her,  I need to know where she is now  I need to get her back. I WANT HER BACK!

I got out of the bathroom and put on my clothes I grabbed my phone and dialed someone I know I can trust. It rings and he picks up

" My dear friend, what can I do for you? " he said between laughs

"Remember Lou Myers ", I said

"Oh, that once a fiance of yours,  why? How can I help? ",

"I need you to find her, Search every corner of this city. I need you to know her whereabouts for the past 2 years and the present.", I said

"Is that all? That's so easy to do man, ", he said

" no,  there is one more thing! ", I said

"And what is that? ", he said

"I need you to find out who's the father of Ethan Dale, the biological one! ", I said

"Is that all?, Copied, give me a week and I will call. ", he said

"Ok! ", I said and he hang up, Now I will make things right, I will put them into the right places but before that would happen  I need to make an investigation of Mr. Black I know he knew something that I don't know. I can't trust someone with this plan Mr. Black have many spies and men. They were very dangerous and I know if I will do this I will put my life at risk. But they were the one who started this and I need to know the whole truth. For the love of my life I will do whatever it takes to make thing right.

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Hello readers! How's the first chapter? Feel free to leave your comments and suggestions. I'd be glad to read and know them

Sorry for the plots and grammards. Will edit after.

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