falling for U

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ｔｗｉｌｉｇｈｔ'ｓ. ｐｏｖ:

  Well... today is the day of our graduation, and I'm happy and sad at the same time, happy cuz I'm close to finish my studies, and sad cuz I won't see my friends anymore, and I didn't tell my friend "flash sentry" about my feelings toward him yet...
Anyways, we were dancing and singing, and then flash went closer to Sunset shimmer, he looked at her and she looked at him, they were both smiling, i got a little jealous, and then flash began to speak to sunset and he told her about his feelings toward her

Flash: sunset... since first time I saw u I fell in love with u, idk if feel the same way or not, but I wanna be with u, and I was wondering if you....- he said putting down on one_knee and took out a small box and opened it, in it there was a orange ring in it some red and yellow diamonds-... will you marry me?

Heck! I wish my bsf was me... (bsf means: best friend) so... i can no longer be with flash, my dreams are gone, how bad... I was looking at them and I wanted to cry that moment because of sadness, SunShim say no plissss nooo!

  Sunset: yes!- she said crying

Bruh... :(
And Flash got up, he placed the ring on sunset's finger, and they kissed, for a long time, I was in front of my friends, I looked at them and I went away

  Applejack: where are you going?- she interrupted me
  Me: home where then :/
  Applejack: u don't seem well at all... what's going on?
  Me: nothing aj don't worry
  Applejack: come on Twi, you can trust me
  Me: no, i don't trust anyone sorry
  Applejack: okay...

   Well... ENOUGH FOR TODAY!!! Uh... I'm just jealous, calm twilight, you'll be fine, you deserve someone better, BUT THERE R NO ONE IS BETTER THAN FLASH!!!! flash... the handsome boy... the boy I met in the café, the boy I usually collided with... but he likes sunset, he went back with her.... how bad, everyone are in a relationship except me... f***!
I finally arrived to my house, I didn't talk to my parents, and neither my two brothers, shining and spike, I went quickly to my room and I grew myself on my bed and I began to cry...
  Why this is happening to me??? No one thinks about me, I love flash, but he didn't love me back, he didn't even care about me, and how he proposed to sUnsEt, I deserve it more than her, MORE!!! And then I heard knocking on my room door.

Shining: twilight! Someone wanna talk to u
Me: let her come...- I said with a broken voice...

  I was crying then applejack comes to me... wait what?!

Me: ah aj hehehe...- i said nervously don't notice my tears plissss
  Aj: twilight? You were crying?
  Me: no
  Aj: stop lying... I know something happens to you
  Me: NOTHING AT ALL!!!
  Aj: twilight, tell me what's going on to you, is that because you're jealous from that proposal?- she asked, and I just nodded a little bit
  Me: that's my fault- I said covering my face by the pillow- I didn't tell Flash anything about my feelings toward him...
  Aj: twilight... don't cry... everything will be fine, I'm sure that someday you'll fall in love with another boy who is better than flash
Me: but i don't think so... flash is the one I wanted
Aj: but he doesn't love u back
Me: I know...
Aj: but you still have a chance to tell him about your feelings, they aren't married officially yet
Me: no
Aj: and why
Me: cuz I don't wanna ruin my bsf's happiness
Aj: oh... but this is for your good
Me: no it's late, I wish I told him before we graduated
Aj: oh okay, also there are a big party pinkie organises, and you're invited, wanna come?
Me: no thanks
Aj: Come on Twi, I know that you're hurt because of that proposal, but come in, we will have so much fun
Me: no applejack, I'm better this way
Aj: ok as u want...- she said then left

But... I honestly wanna tell Flash about this feeling inside me but it's too late, my bsf won his heart, and I lose... or maybe I have a chance someday...

ｔｏ ｂｅ ｃｏｎｔｉ ｎｕｅｄ...