I am 2 sided
I have the side of me I show to the public. The strong independent successful business woman little girls and boys should admire. The one that doesn't need a lover who is satisfied by herself and her company that's what I tell them at least to hide.
To hide who I truly am
A woman who has gotten here from luck who may be successful but she isn't as strong as she appears.
She is soft and needs love. She crazes love everyday
But I know I can't. I must hide away that side of me
The gay side.
There have been so many times I have thought about coming out. I have planned it meticulously but then when the time comes the fear drowns me.
I can't do this everything what about everything I worked for
it all would have been a waste.
I used to try to have a girlfriend I loved them with all my heart but it would never work out
I would force myself to leave them
then I heard her voice
calling to me
seducing me
then I saw her and my 2 worlds colided
I needed her in my life
holding my hand, hugging me, supporting me, kissing me
loving me and only me
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𝑬𝒙𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 | 𝑴𝒊𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒆𝒏𝒈
Fanfiction"I needed her in my life, holding my hand, hugging me, supporting me, kissing me, loving me and only me"
