"We Got This"

Chapter 4

Time past and I started talking to someone new, She came at the right time cause I needed to feel loved and that's exactly what she gave me. We talked, and I enjoyed her time, then one day she asked me to be her girlfriend I said yes, and she told me had to see me, so we decided to go on a movie date. I called halle and said
"Girl, Janiya want to hang out"
" forreal? "
" yes, I need you to come"
" alright we out"
I called my dad and asked him to take me to the movies he came, we picked up halle and we left. I got to the movies and didn't see her. So we went in line cause we was going to buy our ticket next thing I know Janiya poped up in my face and started laughing so i laughed to then she said don't by your ticket yet. She called her friends over and we went in the behind of the movies theater. She asked if I wanted to smoke i said no, then she started smoking and passing the blunt then she rolled up 3 more and they all started smoking. She asked again; I just said okay fine started to smoke, blunt after blunt. Next thing I know we're in the game room we sitting on the cars just staring at eachother and laughing, then she just came in and kissed me. We continued kissing and then I stopped and said we forgot to watch a movie and it's a movie date. We laughed again and went and bought a ticket and went in. Days turned into months. We continued dating but it got really hard, because I noticed I wasn't the only girl she was dealing with. She came over high and told me she was sorry, I pretended as if I didn't know what she was speaking of and asked her why is she sorry, she said for cheating on me. I told her it's okay, but she should leave.
" Aaliyah wait "

" yes? "

" Don't leave me "

" You lied to me "

" I wish I could take it back "

" Me to "

" let me in please "

" ok "

I opened the gate and let her in. I walked into the kitchen and she followed. I could feel her staring at me so I walked off and went and looked in the refrigerator.
" want something to drink Janiya"?

" nah man I just wanna talk "

" talk about "?

I could hear her walking closer to me.

" about us babygirl "

She ran her fingers though my hair, moved it out the way, & kissed my neck.

" what are you doing " I asked.

" shhhh " she said softly.

She turned me around and kissed me.

" let's go to your room " she said.

I didn't say anything, I just walked to my room, after she came in I locked the door and just stood there. She grabbed my hand and laid me on the bed. She lift my shirt and started kissing my stomach she then removed my shirt and bra, I just laid there. She started to unbutton my pants. I then had no clothes on she started touch everywhere whispering it's all hers. She opened my legs and began to eat. I can feel myself about to moan so I grabbed a pillow and covered my mouth. Her phone vibrated, it was her mom telling her she was outside. She got up and said she loved me and left. Days went by, she texted and called but I ignored I couldn't let myself get hurt again. I didn't dwell I just went on with my life.