The disastrous chains of despair // Nagito X Reader ( Not A Oneshot )

Headache

"Outch... My head is hurting"
... W-what was happening? It was yesterday wasn't it?... or did it just happened in the early morning...

I layed a hand at my forehead and opened my eyes carefully. Some sunlight shone into my eyes and caused a little pain. I closed my eyes again and sighs

I guess...
No I know this all happened yesterday. I got myself up and all I did was sitting on my bed and starring at my wall.

We was 16 Students on this Island. And probably we knew each other but our memories are gone. I could still remember my family and my normal life but I didn't know anything about this other students yet. And then a killing game. Who can I trust when I don't know anybody.
I suddenly smiled because I remembered a girl at the beach with weird looking hair which I really liked. She was very kind I think she was the ultimate... The ultimate musician. I almost forgot the ultimate stuff. I thought about it for a second but I couldn't reminded my own special talent. The other girls looked also pretty nice but I hadn't got time to talk to them. I'm quite happy that I wasn't a shy type, so it's easy for me to found out something about the other. But that doesn't mean I'm very social. Anyways the boys looked interesting as well and all so different but I didn't get to see all of my classmates because I got terrible headache , so I decided to go to my cottage, alone.

*Knock knock*
Mh? Who is this? Why someone wanted to see me or to talked with me?
*Knock Knock*
I went to the door of my cottage with my sleep tank top and my short pants and opened the door
"Hi I'm Nagito Komaeda and I...*
I slammed the door so fast that he couldn't finish his sentence. I thought that one of the girls want to ask me something or I don't really know but there was a guy that I didn't know... And he saw me in this outfit. Oh good how embarrassing.
Shit I treated him very unpolite. I decided to just open the door again and I was going to talk to him like a normal human does. But as I opened the door he was gone. A bit sad I took a few steps away from my cottage and looked forward. I couldn't see him.
"Nagito?"
My voice made sure to not talk to loud  and I took a step backwards without looking as I ran into him. I was blushing a bit and I felt his warm hands on my nacked shoulder. I guess he was just trying to hold me but for some seconds I wished he would never stop holding me. I disgusted myself by this thought. Not because of him I just felt like a slut
"Hi I'm Nagito Komaeda and I was just worried about you"
He said and laughed a bit
"Ex- excuse me. I don't wanted to be this unfriendly. I'm (yn)"
I  turned a round and my (e/c) eyes looked. He let go of my shoulders and I took a small step backwards
"No problem really. I didn't want to bother you at all I just wanted to know if you are alright because of yesterday"
I had a little smile on my lips because I liked it that he was worrying about me even we don't know us anymore.
"Thank you for checking out. But I'm feeling ways better than yesterday. I think it was the stress, the atmosphere and all the new people I actually need to know"
"No problem really"
He responded
"I'm just glad that you are healthy. It would be pretty bad if this trip has it's first victim. And then such a beautiful one"
He tilted his head slightly and smiled
"T-thank you"
I didn't really know what I should have respon to this
"I think we should go to the breakfast shouldn't we?"
"The breakfast? Which breakfast"
Confused my eyes meet his light grey eyes. He had to think that I'm stupid, I had no idea what was going on.
"Oh so nobody told you? Of course we all get some breakfast every morning. Monokuma want that we kill each other that's correct but he don't want us to starve"
His charisma gave me a little hint that he was a bit to happy about this killing game but I forgot that right after he finished the sentence.
"Sounds like a good Idea. Just let me change my clothes okay?"

During I changed my clothes he was waiting in front of my cottage. He didn't really bother me it was morely like we are old friends. Then we walked together to the main building as I recovered someone standing alone with the back to us
"Give me a second okay?"
I said to Nagito and walked to this guy because I was a bit worried. Since yesterday we were in a killing game so we couldn't be careful enough. This guy had short blond hair and was wearing a black suit

"Is everything okay?"
I ask during I touched his shoulder a bit
"Let go of me you stupid bitch"
He said as he turned around and looked in my eyes. I got scared and pushed by this guy's as he ran away from me. I lost my balance and fall to the ground. I wasn't hurting myself but Nagito came to me right away asking me if everything was okay. I nodded and took his hand which he handed me so I could stand up easily
"Silly boy"
I whispered. I stare into Nagitos Eyes as I stood up and I was hypnotized. It feels like something field me up with happynes from inside. There wasn't a bad feeling but next to the beauty I saw I noticed that he had some dark secret which made me very curious
"(YN)"
"(Yn)"
"(Yn)
I finally answered him
"Sorry I was... Dreaming a bit"
I could had hited myself for this stupid excuse
"So my eyes are that interesting?"
He laughed again a bit but not in a arrogant why. He laughed in a cute way like he did at the cottage
Then we finally went into the main building