Be With You [BxB] | ongoing

Chapter Four

Yes, I said I will take a short nap, but guess what? Drako is the one who woke me up. Embarrassing!

“Sorry. I was just, uh, you know, take a short nap. But, I guess, I must be that, uhm, tired.” I explained. He chuckled, “It’s okay. Don’t worry about it.” He said, giving me a smile.

I sat up, a proper one. I breathe, and looked at him for a moment. There’s something in him that I couldn’t quite describe. It feels like, something, like, I just want to kiss him right now. I looked at his lips, it still formed a smile. I gulped and looked away.

“You okay?” He asked. I nodded, “I think, I should be the one asking that.” I retorted.

He chuckled, again! “I’m a bit okay now.” He replied. He sat beside me, and laid his head on my shoulder. I gulped, sudden heat rises up to my cheeks. I never felt this way before. This is new.

“Hey.” He mumbles, “I missed having a friend like this. Like, you know, where I could just lay my head in their shoulder.” He added, now fiddling his fingers. “But, yeah, they left. They don’t want to be with me. What to expect from me? I’m just an ordinary person. I am not that, you know, uh, that hangs out with you for a long long day and go to parties and other bad stuffs. I’m not like that.”

I took a glance at him and saw him wiping his eyes. He’s crying? “Hey, don’t cry. Just because they left you. Besides, you don’t need them. They’re bad influence and do you like that? Being surrounded by them?” I replied with a question. I feel him shaking his head. “I’m here. And I assure you that, I’m not like them.” I said and ruffled his hair.

***

Our position stayed the same. I forgot to check the time. I took out my phone, it’s already 2:15 p.m., “You didn’t tell me the time.” I whispered.

“Sorry.” He mumbles. I chuckled softly, not trying to be hot or something.

“It’s fine. Anyway,” I trailed off. “Do you want me to stay until your parents gets home?” I asked.

He nods. “So...” He began to trail off, I waited for him to finish what he was going to say but, he ended up getting quiet.

“Oh! I remember!” He beamed and then looks at me, “Do you want to be in my room?” He asked. Me? With him? At his room? Eh?

“Uh, s-sure.” I replied, stuttering. Drako, intertwines our fingers and dragged me towards his room. As we got inside, I am amazed by the design of his room, the paint, it’s soothing in the eyes.

“Hey.” Drako called my attention by waving his hands in front of my eyes. I instantly looked at him, be gestures to go on his bed. I don’t want to think about something.

“What are we gonna do here?” I asked curiously. I just want my mind to calm the fück down. I’ve been imagining things, that I shouldn’t imagine. Fück.

“Chill.” He answered. I don’t trust that answer.

***

We’ve been in his room for an hour. We just sit in his bed, doing nothing. Drako, on the other hand, starts to intertwine our fingers and I feel some tingling sensation from my body.

“Sorry for intertwining our fingers lately. I just feel like it.” He said and sighed. I looked at him and gave him a soft smile.

“It’s fine. I don’t mind.” I replied, “This is what you like, isn’t it?” I asked, still looking at him. Well, I am just curious. That’s all.

He nods. Then, he leaned closer to my ear, “You already know that I like you. I just want to take this easy. I don’t want you get shocked on what I am going to do and so.”

I gulped at what he said. I know that he likes me already. He told me a day ago. But the thing about taking it all easy? On what he is gonna do? I mean, should I be nervous on it? I don’t know what to feel about it.

He scoots towards me, cupped my face and smiled. Okay, so like, this made my heart beat fast. I don’t know why, but I felt something. Something that I couldn’t name for now. Love? But, that’s kind of impossible. Attraction? Maybe.

He leaned more close to my face, eyes on my lips. I gulped for the second time. This doesn’t feel right. At all.

“Look,” he started, “I am trying to stop myself but, I just couldn’t. Your lips are seducing me. Your lips is so beautiful, and soft.” He mumbled. He then, gave me a peck on the lips. A peck. Alright.

I could feel my body heating up. “You know, this doesn’t feel right, at all. And I don’t why, but I didn’t felt this way before.” I said, grabbed one of his hand and placed it onto my chest, where my is heart is beating faster. “Feel that? You’re the reason, why my heart js reacting this way.” I added.

His eyes are smiling, sparkling with desire and lust. He leaned in more closer, looking at my lips again, and I, the same. We both took a deep breath and began kissing, softly. I don’t get myself. I never thought of kissing the same gender. Well, I don’t hang out with girls. Never in my entire life, except for my mom.

Our kiss went deeper and deeper, until one of Drako’s hand unbuttoned the zipper of my pants, and slid his hand to feel my shaft. Yeah, it’s hard.

“A-Aaaaaahhh...” I moaned, between our kiss. “S-Stoooo—p...”

I can feel Drako’s hand starts to rub his hand on my shaft, to make it more harder. I couldn’t help but to moan even more. I have never done this in my life. I don’t do this kind of thing, but Drako... He’s something. He made me moan like I’m entering heaven.

My hands went down on his hips, finding its way to his zipper and unzip his pants as well. As I unzip his pants, he began to moan, just like me. I slid my hand under his brief and felt his shaft hardened. I rubbed my hands onto his shaft, up and down, teasingly. Our tongues slid inside our mouth, and it’s like, our tongues are fighting. Like a sword.

***

I couldn’t believe that it happened. We did something to satisfy ourselves.

I don’t what and how to feel about it. All I can feel right now is, exhaust. I am exhausted. Drako, beside me, is looking at me. He’s happy at what we did. He’s satisfied.

“I, uh, sorry for feeling happy. Uhm, it’s just, uh, you know, satisfies me. And, uhm, thank you for, letting me—do what I wanted. I swear, this will be the first and the last, for now. Sorry, to make you feel, otherwise.” He said, unable to say it all straight.

I sat up, I am not mad. I’m just confused at what we just did. I’m never like this before.