mairi and alevaro

I can't hold it in

Tw mentions of drugs and jail? Idk I that's a trigger but this sad

Kairis pov
             "GOD" I yelled out hoping he was listening  " why did you put me in this family I didn't deserve this my mom went back in jail again this is the third time this year God and my family is lieing to me they told me she wasn't going back for drugs. they told me that it was just a mistake. they lied to me God. they lied to me again.they promised me. by this point tears were running down my face they promised me they would tell me the truth about things like this when she went to jail the first time but here they are lying again.sometimes I feel like it's my fault what if my mom started doing drugs because of me. God why did you put me in the family what good did that become. what did I do wrong? I was just a baby  i couldn't choose please answer me in some way. God are you there?then my aunt she was the one person I trusted I could tell her anything  she lied to me. she lied to me. She lied to me. what did I do? is it my fault? am I the reason that they do drugs? is it bad I don't want my aunt to go to rehab? I mean she has already Been to jail 9 times and that didn't help. God what if my mom dies what if I lose her I can't lose her. I could talk to my family   but they lied to me remember.remember when they told me  if anything happened they would tell me they didn't they lied. I was crying no I was sobbing now they don't even care about me they lie and they lie and they lie I just want it to be over

(Ring ring )
  I squinted my eyes as I tried to read the name on my screen it read
Ferb🍑
Great mattia

I slowly drug my finger against the green button

M: hey Kai
  *Sniffle gasp sniffle*
K: h-hello
M: what's wrong Kai
K: nothing uhh why'd you call
Liar
M: nevermind that I'm coming over
Breaks down again
K:th- gasp th- gasp thanks matti
M:just stay there ok Kairi
K: okay mattia
M: I'll be right there
*Hangs up*
I got into one of Mattias shirts he left here it was white and said Adidas on it then I got one of his hoodies it was just black with purple on the side and put one of his merch beanies on

10 minutes later

I heard a knock at my bedroom so I got   up and opened it Mattia engulfed me in a hug and whispered you're lucky we're not in school or I'd have to dap you up I slightly giggled at that MTF at 9 on my bed and told me to sit with him so I did and he asked me what was wrong I told them about all the things in my family lying to me and my mom being in  jail again having to live with my dad and my family is lying to me and he hugged me about the way and looked at him I never had feelings for him and now I did and the one thing I wanted to do was kiss him so I did and he pulled away I know I shouldn't of

K: I'm sorry I shouldn't of done that
M: no it's fine I was shocked can we uhh um  try try it again
K: uh yeah good idea

So we kissed again I could feel sparks fly

M: no homo?
K: yeah ofc I got socks on

We laughed and I kissed him again this time it was longer I felt like he could help solve all my problems

Ten years later he did exactly that

A/N should I make a part two about the ten years the beginning is my mental break down I just had and it wasn't as sad as I thought but oh well I was crying prolly cuz it really happened any way should I make a part two