P.S, You are Amazing. (One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 17

Author's Note:

HEY GUYS! I know, I know, I haven't updated in ages. I'm really sorry! I've been so busy with school homework, and my other book "A Year Of Love, Life and Lies." Go check it out if you haven't!! You never know! You might enjoy it?!

I would stay here and blabber all day about One Direction's new album...but if I do, my teacher's probably going to have a go at me and ban me from the computer..just because I'm typing about One Direction!! Oh well, hope you guys enjoy this chapter..and COMMENT VOTE AND FAN!

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Niall's POV:

I was walking around aimlessly, anywhere. Why was I walking? I have no idea, I'm not very active, but still.

I tried to clear out my feelings about her. Her. She was amazing! Nice, funny, wild. Only thing is...I can't be with her. The fans would explode! She would get hate every second of the day and she she wouldn't have any privacy. I just couldn't do that to her. Or could I? No, no, no, I was being selfish! I couldn't bring her out in the public! Oh man, what can I do? Talk to Uncle Si? No, he would definitely say no. What would the boys think about her? I mean, shes not the most innocent girl on the planet, but then again she kind of is. Kind of.

I could feel my phone ringing in my pocket. Bringing it out, I looked at the caller. It was her. Answer? Or not? It took all my will to not accept the call. I reluctantly hanged up and slid it back into my pocket. Will she call again? As if on cue, the phone started ringing. Again. This time I completely ignored it. No, I can't do that to her. It's too selfish of me...or is it?

NO, NO, NO! I scolded myself. I was being selfish and unfair. She probably doesn't even like me...maybe what she said was a lie.

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*Flashback*

Still Niall's POV:

"Thanks Niall!" she said.

"All good, as long as you enjoyed it." I laughed.

"I loved it!" she squeled.

"Thankyou Tori." I said, looking into her eyes.

"For what?" she asked, confused.

"For treating me like a normal person." I said, still looking into her eyes. Now that I looked, she had dark brown eyes. A bit darker then Zayn's, yet more brown then Zayns. They were beautiful.

"What are you thinking about?" she asked softly.

"You. Us." I said. This caused her to smile.

"What about you?" I asked, trying to read her facekl.

"You. Us. Icecream." she said, the last one caused me to start laughing.

"Icecream?" I said, once my laughter had subsided.

"Yeah, icecream." she said, answering my question...well sort of.

"Why icecream?" I asked, truly curious. Why was I curious about what she thought of ice cream?

"Because its nice, and creamy, and fattening." she said. She was different. Good-different.

"Your different." I commented. This shocked her abit. "Good different." I quickly added. She started laughing.

"Is that a good thing?" she asked.

"Of course." i answered.

"Well I guess that means we can now go for ice cream?" she asked, pointing towards the ice cream parlour across the room.

"YAY! Food!" I cheered, before I took her hand and ran.

*End of Flashback*

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Thinking back, it was weird. I mean, why would she choose me? Me, Niall Horan. Member of worldwide phenomenon One Direction. Okay, I don't think that highly of myself but still! Why would she even consider going on a date with me?! She knows she'll be stalked by papparazzi and she knows fans will hate her! She must be really special, not mentally special by the way.

I just hope that maybe it'll work out. That we can be together...without all the publicity. But still, I am Niall Horan. Member of One Direction. 

God, why does my life have to be that hard?! I mean, yeah, I love it. But sometimes its too much, too annoying, too hard. But I have to make my decision about her. Can I say no to her? Hurt her? No. I can't! What if she doesn't even like me? Then I would ask her for no reason! What if she hates me?! She's only using me? No, that can't be it!! Tori would never do that to me!! Or would she...?

Stop thinking like that Niall, I scolded myself. Oh god, I have to make this decision!! I've ignored her for a week!! All her calls, texts...EVERYTHING! Bringing my phone out, I decided I had to settle this once and for all. I scrolled down my contacts and landed on her. I hesistantly tapped it, oh god, its calling now!! I can't hang up!!

"Hello?" she asked.

What do I say?!

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AUTHORS NOTE:

HEY GUYS! So sorry I haven't updated in AGES! I've been so busy with school and its just been too hard to write!! I'm really sorry!! Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy this chapter, even if it was short! Hopefully I can update sooner since schools nearly ending!!

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