What am I doing?
I've literally never done this before.
I breathe slowly as Ethan looks down at me, naked and on my knees in front of him.
I've only read about this. I could end up totally embarrassing myself.
"You don't have to do this if you're not ready," he whispered, breaking the silence.
I looked up at him and the view of his abs from this angle just... did something to me.
I grip my hands on his waist and slowly lick his shaft. I start running my mouth up and down, my tongue going with each movement.
He groans and throws his head back, grabbing my hair. He pushes and pulls my hair, forcing me to go faster. I start feeling more confident because of his reaction, and pull my head away.
He looks at me as if he's in a trance.
I lightly push him onto the bed and slowly climb on top of him. I slip my tongue into his mouth before slowly putting his shaft inside of me. I sit up and begin rocking my hips back and forth.
But this time it's more painful than pleasurable, but I can handle it. I continue rocking as Ethan groans uncontrollably.
He opens his eyes and looks at me as I continue rocking on him. He smirks,
"That's why they call it cowgirl baby," he says.
His confidence and dominance in that somewhat cringe comment makes my jaw drop. I feel the pain begin to transform into pleasure. Very intense, pleasure.
I start rocking faster and faster, submitting to Ethan's occasional comments.
"Just like that baby, ride me faster," he says and bites his lip.
I feel the pleasure come to an absolute peak as Ethan arches his neck back, and I know he has finished.
I drop next to him, nervous to hear what he might say.
"You're fucking amazing, cowgirl."