let go

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Jimin pov

After I was done dancing my ass off I decided to go see my family I miss them a lot.

Time skip

I'm at my family's house and it is time to say the words they have wanted me to say for years. Knock knock knock
I knocked a few times and walked in a yelled, "mom dad I'm home" I heard my mother scream out of excitement and my father right behind her. "JIMINIE MY BABY" she yelled and hugged me I just chuckled and said "hello, mom dad"
"Welcome home son I'm glad your back" he said my mother was crying out of happiness and my father has a wide smile on his face. "Where is jihyun?" I asked and as if on que my brother came and engulfed me into a giant hug "jimin hyung I'm so glad your back are you staying" I nod and he just hugs me even tighter. That is until the door rings. My heart dropped when I see who is outside the door.




















It
Is
My
Hyungs
And they looked like they had gotten no sleep at all. Had been staying at a hotel for the past few weeks and I decided it was time to confront them that I am never going back to seoul.

Bts pov

Our plane landed, we got our bags and immediately went to jungkook's family's house to drop our stuff off there and drove as fast as we could to jimin's. We rung the door bell and nobody opened the door for a few seconds. Surprisingly jimin opened the door and we all immediately hugged him as if we were to never let go. But what he said made all of us tear up. "Guys if your here to come and take me back I'm not going and don't think I am ever going back into little space ever again because that is how this all started and I'm only going to make it worse so if you don't mind take a plane back to seoul and leave me alone to so yall can be saved from whatever troubles I caused please I'm begging you go."
Jungkook had been in tears non-stop ever since he read the letter he even cried in his sleep. "Also jungkook it's not your fault it's mine I should have never decided that one time to go into little space so don't blame yourself I've known you since we were kids but it's time to-to let go I'm very sorry jungkook"

Jungkook pov

After jimin said that I couldn't deal with myself anymore I needed him. Call me selfish but I really do it's hard really hard. "J-jimin please come back I wanted to tell you this a long time ago and was planning to before you ran away but I lo-love you I can't live without you you can call me selfish but it is true you have been in my life since day one you can't just give up on me now I'm begging you please" I sobbed as I said that he had tears streaming down his face as well. "I love you too jungkook and the exact same way you do but I can't im sorry I would only put you in more pain yes, all of this is killing me to be with you but you have to move on I'm going to be long gone before you know it I will be no longer a memory you will forget about me all of you will just give it time please" I ran and hugged him he hugged back but it wasn't one that told me he was coming back it was one that said it was time to let go. His body soon fell limp and he was not moving.

Yoongi pov

It hurt to see both of them like this and it is not their fault it is ours we were their caretakers we totally forgot about jimin we left him behind. It is not fair to him he just wanted to same amount of attention that jungkook was getting. When jungkook hugged jimin they stood there for a few minutes until I saw jimin's body go limp and when jungkook pulled away he was pale extremely pale.

Jin pov

Jungkook had pulled away from jimin and jimin was extremely pale and his body was limp. "Guys take him to the hospital fast feel his pulse jungkook" jungkook felt his pulse "hyung he is now breathing his pulse is slowing down" shoot "HURRY SPEED TO THE HOSPITAL WILL YA WE WANT TO SAVE JIMIN NOT GET THERE AT THE LAST MINUTE AND HE DIES I KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN UGH" jimin's parents were following behind us worried as hell.

jungkook pov

I hope he is okay I wouldn't live any day if something happens to him, I'm never going to forgive myself.

Time skip to the hospital

We got to the hospital and rushed inside with jimin in my arms loosing his life.
"I'm so sorry hyung please come back don't leave me
I need you."

"Sir, I'm very sorry but you need to let him go so we can take him for checkups and possibly surgery if we find anything out of the ordinary."
The nurse had told me but I just glared at her and did what I was told. I set jimin on the bed and went to go and talk to Mr and Mrs. Park.
"I-im very sorry I didn't want any of this to ha-happ-happen I love him I really do but I understand if you were to hate-" I was just babbling off to jimin's parents until I got interrupted by his mother

"woah woah calm down kookie-ah it is not your fault jimin has always had depression and quite frankly we had tried to get him a therapist but he wouldn't budge that was until he met you we were happy to see jimin eating again and happily talking like he used to yes it broke our heart to see jimin in that unhappy state again but (sighs) we know it is not your fault he has always thought low of himself ever since the 7th grade he got bullied because of his looks and how he acted but there were worse times where it had gotten so hard for him that he had tried to kill himself this is not the first time this has happened I hope you know this kookie."

I was speechless I had made jimin happy but I had also caused him pain not only physically but mentally.
"Mrs. Park you can't just forgive me that easily I HAD CAUSED HIM P-PAIN PHYSICALLY AND M-MEN-MENTALLY if I  can't forgive myself you surely can't forgive me that easily."
Mrs. Park just sighed and said it was okay and jimjn was going to be fine.

Jimin pov

All I remember was passing out in jungkook's arms maybe it was because I was starving myself. Or it was really time for me to go.


(I'm so sorry for suck a long chapter 😔)

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