I just dont want to hurt anyone

shit

Namjoon had woken up around 2:34 to use the bathroom when he heard sniffling coming from the living room. He quickly got into leader mode and shuffled towards the soft cries. When he rounded the corner, he saw thick black hair and wide shaking shoulders.
He immediately knew that it was Jin.

"Hey Jin-hyung..." Namjoon approached slowly, careful not to startle the crying man. "Are you okay?"

"What happened?" He continued.

"Nothing, please go back to bed Namjoon... please"

"Not until you talk to me" Namjoon said sternly but softly. "Please tell me what's wrong" He begged.

"Please Namjoon" Jin begged as a sob ripped through his chest. "You're only making it worse"

"Me?" Namjoon's heart immediately began to hammer against his chest. Panic coursed through his veins so rapidly that he almost felt dizzy. Jin said he would make it worse. "Am I not being a good leader?" Namjoon started out slowly, not sure if he could really handle it if Jin responded with a yes. "Have I been failing you? Did I forget something or do something wrong?" He continued feeling a light sting behind his eyes. "Jin-hyung I promise I can do better. I can make it up to you. I just need you to tell me what I did and I'll fix it I promise-"

Jin broke down, crying even harder than he was before.
Namjoon's heart broke. He felt awful. He failed him. He failed his member. He really was just making it worse.
He felt like crying too but he couldn't help Jin if he broke down as well. Not seeing a better option right now, Namjoon decided that he should probably leave and allow Jin his time to be alone.

So Namjoon slowly crept toward the back of the couch and hugged Jin from behind and slowly whispered that he'd talk to him later then went back to his room, forgetting why he had gotten up in the first place.

All he could think about was that it was Tuesday and today was supposed to be Jimin's day.

Jimin's WE day.

But Jin needed him.

He needed him today.
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Couple of hours later, around 8:50 Namjoon woke up again not really feeling like he had gotten any additional sleep. His eyes burned with tiredness and his limps refused to move. But he had a mission.

He needed to fix what he did.

He needed to make it right with Jin again.

So, he got up slowly, letting out a groan each time his muscles protested. Then went to the bathroom to shower and brush his teeth.
Then pattered towards the kitchen where he could already smell breakfast.

No doubt that Jin was probably the one that made it with his little helper Jungkook.

That kid loved helping Jin.

Namjoon smiled fondly at the thought of Jungkook asking so excitedly asking what he can do to help.

"Good morning" Namjoon said, voice still thick and low because he had just gotten up.

"Morning" Came a chorused response.

Namjoon sat at the table with the other members, patiently waiting for Jin to come sit so they could eat together.

As a family.

When Jin finally finished up the remaining dishing, he went to sit down but he completely avoided Namjoon's eyes.