𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙮 - 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙚𝙣

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"yes"

i said as my mum looked at me.

"is it bad"

she said as i looked at her.

"yes very"

i said as she looked at me confused.

"why sweetie"

she said getting up to hug me.

"BECAUSE HES STRAIGHT"

i shouted as tears fell down my face. she wrapped her arms around me as i sobbed into her shoulder.

"hunny shh it's gonna be ok"

she said rubbing my back.

i drove home as i couldn't get all the thoughts of his soft lips, my hands over his body and his all over mine out my head. i got home and instantly ran through the door trying to avoid everyone.

"what the fuck have i just done"

i shouted as i shut my bedroom door behind me.

"get out of my head"

i said as i kept thinking about dirty things. i took a few deep breaths as i shut my eyes. all i could see was him touching me. my eyes instantly opened as i grabbed my phone.

"jaden jaden jaden ah there"

i said scrolling through my contacts as i quickly pressed facetime. he instantly answer as he was about to talk i cut him off.

"i kissed him jaden help me i can't stop thibk things i shouldn't be"

i said as he smiled.

"you kissed omg"

he said as i placed around my room.

"yes jaden we did"

i said as he laughed.

"and what thoughts are you having"

he said as i looked at my phone.

"fuckkkk"

i said as all i kept on seeing was flashes of him kissing his way down my body.

"chase"

jaden said as i looked at him.

"BAD THOUGHTS"

i said loudly as he laughed.

"that you like"

he said smiling.