The Heart Wants What It Wants (Editing)

Chapter 1

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Love You Like a Love Song by Selena Gomez . 

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"Don't fear the enemy that attacks you, but the fake friend that hugs you."

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A/n well this is my first fan fiction so please don't judge me. I'm trying but it's actually harder than it looks. In this fanfiction all the boys are single because they can be. Lol.Anyways here it goes.

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*Selena's P.O.V*

They say suicide is cowardly and selfish and is a permanent solution for a temporary problem. But that's not true.

Suicide isn't cowardly, I'll tell you What's cowardly: treating people so bad that they want to end their lives. If you think it's selfish then you've obviously never been suicidal.

And Sometimes the problem isn't so temporary.

And that's what I was stuck in. I just didn't know how it could get any worse than how it already was.

And before you go and judge me and be like "I already know what She's going through. She doesn't even have to kill herself over that", trust me, there is much more to the story.

I opened my eyes and I looked down. God, I wasn't prepared for this.

I was literally almost 800 feet in the air standing on the railings of the Golden Gate Bridge.

The scenario was breath taking but I couldn't really pay attention since I was about to give it all up . All i could do is see my life flash before my life. I couldn't take it anymore. It was killing me.

I just can't do this anymore.

-flashback-

It was our first year anniversary.  I had everything planned out perfectly.

From the song, to the dinner, to the goodbye.

I was going to serenade Justin even though I know it should be the other way around.

I just  knew he always loved my singing.  I made a song perfectly describing how I felt towards Justin.

I named it 'I love you like a love song.' Tonight was gonna be a night to remember.

And nothing and nobody could ever make it bad. 

-that afternoon-

I practiced and practiced and practiced so it could be perfect, perfect for Justin. It had to be, because he was. And he deserved it. He deserved the world.

I was so lucky to have Justin by my side. With me, through the thick and the thin.

I took out my phone and decided to call Demi. She was probably my best friend, almost like a sister to me, or at least I thought at the time.

"Hello?" She asked speaking on the other side of my phone.

"Dems, it's me Sel. Uh you know how i told you about serenading Justin? Well its gonna be today and i really would love if you came to hear it." I said chewing my nails anxiously.

"Oh my god Selena! Of course i would! Actually, i'll be there in 5. Dont worry babe. He's gonna love it. Bye!" She said as she made a kiss sound.

I hung up and started strumming again