The Heart Wants What It Wants (Editing)

Chapter 4- Not again.

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The Weight by Shawn Mendes

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"I don't want to fall in love because everything that falls breaks."

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A/n Well here's the next chapter of The Heart Wants What it Wants.

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*Selenas P.O.V.(before entering the room)*

" Hey guys. Umm is Zayn here? " I asked.

None of the guys answered they just lowered their heads.

"Selena I don't think you want to know." Harry says.

" Why? What are you guys hiding?" I said nervously and chuckled. He looked at me sadly and pointed to a room. I nodded and thanked him.

Okay that was wierd.

I opened the door.

And I saw Justin. Justin kissing Demi. I stared in confusion.

It couldn't be.

I closed my eyes and tried to look away but I couldn't it was like I was frozen.

I opened my eyes and it wasn't Justin anymore it was Zayn. Demi wasn't Demi either. She was Perrie. 

The girl I trusted with everything, with my life, was kissing Zayn.

I closed my eyes and tears started streaming down my face.

I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell.

But I couldnt.

I tried to scream for Harry but I couldn't I was destroyed.

I was in pain.

I thought I knew her. But to come to this extreme to hurt me. She is horrible. She knew everything about me. She knew there was something about Zayn.

But therr she was ,kissing him, like if she didn't care about anything else than his lips.

I walked out slowly. I couldn't hear anyones voices I didn't know where I was going. But just kept walking. Like if I was dead and my body didn't know what to do so it just kept going .

I couldn't take it. And I'm not really sure what I couldn't take.

Seeing Justin and Demi again or being betrayed.

I felt Harry grab my waist and pinned me on the wall.

I couldn't hear his voice I was tired.

Tired of being laughed at. Tired of being stabbed in the back. Tired of being made fun of. Tired of feeling ugly. Tired of feeling ignored and unloved.  Tired of feeling happy when all I want time do is die.

I pushed Harry out of the way and he fell down. I ran out. Again.

As if it were my thing, to run. Not to fight, but to run.

What I denied to understand was that I can't keep running, I'll get tired and Stop someday, giving whatever I'm running from to catch up to me. And it does. It always does.

I called a cab. "Where to mam? " he asked. I couldn't answer but got strength to say to the nearest park (picture of her on side). We drove off.

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*Harrys P.O.V.*

Selena was hurt.

Zayn! How could he do this to a women. To her. I

Wait. I didn't care did I? Noo. I don't even know her. Pfft I don't care.

I have to go after her though. What if something happens to her?

I couldn't live with knowing I could have prevented her from hurting in my conscious.

I ran and saw her keys in the table. I took them and put my jacket on.

-At the Park-

What was she doing at a park?

Doesn't matter now.

She payed the cab guy and ran out to the woodsy areas of the park.

I parked my car and followed her.

God it was raining hard! 

I lost sight of selena.

"SELENA!! Its harry!" I yelled. I saw her but she didn't turn back. That only made her run faster. I chased after her.

"SELENA wait up!" I yelled.

She was wearing heels and she slipped. "Selena!!! " I yelled. I ran and she had the slightest bit of blood by her head.

What did Zayn do to her to make her run out?

I carried her bridal style and ran back to my car.

Now to  the hospital.

-At the hospital -

The doctor came.

I stood up quickly.

No one else was here because I didn't know her family or friends and I didn't want to call they boys because they would tell Zayn.

And Zayn was the last person I wanted to  see. 

The doctor came and said while putting his head down

"Mr.Styles....I'm very sorry."

Sorry for leaving it there just wanted to make sure you guys voted. Anyways thanks for everything.

-harry_lover1329

*After editing*

Duddeees! I suck at fucking writing. I'm so sorry for all the people Who have read or will read this.

I promise it'll get better.

I hope.