Hmmm , I guess for some people things never change , The sky never gets clear and the music just never seem to play loud enough. How do I find myself once again broken down at rock bottom? Looking for love from somebody ? I never understood I spent my 4 months invested in a relationship where the wrist just up and talk to somebody that just came out of jail has if she was waiting for her to come or something lol , She been doing drugs behind my back coke if anything , I feel so dull , She ready to brag to her friends about this ,I look fucking stupid , I have to up and leave dude , I can't stay here anymore, I feel disgusted , Betrayed and used for my love and kindness I wasn't the best of person , I tried to be I was really busting my ass for days yk slaving for McDonald's to get a stupid apartment lol how dumb am I ? Lol life fucking sucks bitches are weird , just wanna keep adding body's like aren't you tired? Lol I just want a break off life mane ... I love the girl but the girl Idk I feel like this relationship was bullshit lol
