The Biggest Mistake Was Loving You

Life Happened over Love

Heart broken, marks all over my body, my eyes were swollen. I couldn't even walk.
Which pain was bigger?
The physical pain which you gave me yesterday night or the mental pain I was goin through. Both were equally bigger than the other.
You raped me as I denied to sexually please you. But no thats not a rape. You are my husband after all. How could you rape me when you are my husband?
I still LOVE YOU but at what cost? At the cost of my self respect?

  I still remember those golden days

It all started after the days of my graduation in law. I was never a bright student but had sharp debate skills, so I chose law as my career.

One fine day after the graduation party I was scrolling my fb feeds when a person inboxed me. At first I was not least bothered to even give that person a reply. But his continuous texts irritated me and I finally replied.
A dark knight as a dp and warrior horses as cover picture, with no other picture in the profile politely requested me to add on fb.
I denied at first because the profile was indeed fishy.
But I asked him to give proof of who he/she was. The person never denied. The last message was "I can do anything for you".
The dp got updated, the cover picture changed, pictures got updated in the profile, whereabouts and details got filled.
I was surprised first but when I saw the dp, I was even more suprised beacuse he was my next door neighbour.
I need to confront him, I thought.
         DING DONG, the door bell rang.
I opened it and to my surprise he was on his knees holding a ring. I LOVE YOU, he said.
I was about to react that he stood up hold my hands and said MARRY ME. I was so mesmerised by his act that I couldn't refuse. I hugged him and said I will.

We confronted our families, who clearly denied as we belonged to different castes. But I was so much in love with him that I could have gone to any extent to marry him.
We betrayed our family for each other. We finally married.
The first few years of our marriage was a wonderland. He used to love me with all his heart, hug me tightly, helped me in kitchen. He had all the qualities that I ever wanted from my lifepartner. People changes with time, I have always heard this phrase, but ralised its worth last night.
What you did was wrong, but you just wanted to prove your manliness I guess. That's the reason you are not sorry.

   YOU ARE THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE

If I still trust you with all my heart then this will be my another mistake. I cannot bow down against injustice, that is what I have always learnt. After all I am a law graduate.
I know what I should do. I will fight my own case in the honourable court.