the end of an era

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so almost five years ago i made this and started writing smut and i was like THIRTEEN. i would write smut ON THE JUNIOR HIGH VOLLEYBALL BUS. i knew nothing about sex, i hadn't even got my *clears throat* ✨menstrual cycle✨ when i started writing. why did y'all READ THIS??? more importantly: why did i put all my social media in my bio gosh....
anyways,, this survived for as long as it did because it was a fun joke between my twitter mutuals and i like "omg i'm mutuals with THE spacejoshler!!" it was fun for a while and made me feel included but then ixchel tweeted something i wrote and i CRINGED dear lord so it's gone now. i have deleted every single one of my published stories, sad to see pretty. odd. and sunvalley go but it's time to move on. i'm a senior in highschool now and it's time to let this go. i would write smut for you guys during class and now idk i haven't written that stuff in a long time. also tyler and josh are like...married and parents and it just doesn't seem right haha.
don't disrespect me i was the backbone of this community in 2016

HOWEVER
just because my joshler days are over, doesn't mean i have stopped writing fanfiction. i love fanfiction i'm a huge advocate for it because it's an open creative outlet, wattpad just sucks. i write star wars stuff on A03, idk if anyone is into that but my A03 account is fellintothesun (shameless plug lol)

ALSO,
y'all are nasty as hell i know you liked what i wrote.

ALSO,
i am thankful for this account, even though i had no idea what i was doing i met my best friend through it (hi jake) and we met and i wouldn't trade that for anything so yes, we have joshler smut to thank for our friendship.

okay that's all
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also this guy gets hella puss who is he