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"Fine then I'll leave!" I voiced causing Noah to sigh like he didn't care which made me get even more upset. I hate the fact that he's been doing this like come on now.
Noah's been way more distant lately, to the point where we can't even have a full blown conversation with each other. If I die end up saying something to him, he'll give me some dry ass response or just ignore me completely.
I already know what's happening, but I just don't want to give up on this. I know how I feel about this relationship already, because I love him. The sad part is that I don't think he feels the same way about me.
Plus, there's two more names popping up in his phone. Sydney and Alyssa, like what's with the classic white girl names—and each time I try to question him about it, he finds some way to curve me. It honestly hurts and I can barley get a kiss without feeling like he didn't enjoy it as much as I did.
I stand up from off of the couch after being ignored for some time now and grab my keys. He doesn't even say anything as I make my way out of the house and that just pushed me to my limit. Turning around, I walked back into the house and confronted him.
"Noah what's been up with you?" I spoke as he gives me a mixture of an irritated and confused look.
"What are you-"
"Please don't play dumb because I have had it up to here with you. First you start talking to me less and less until it barely feels like we're in a relationship then I find out there's two other people whom I know aren't just friends or girls you cut off!" I argued making him scoff.
"Who the hell could you possibly be talking about?"
"Oh really? First it was Britney, and then it was Sydney, and now it's Alyssa. I asked you what's up and you said you don't know as if you caught amnesia!"
An expression of guilt starts to make its way onto his face as it all clicks in my head. I nod slowly and then let out a dry chuckle. Noah licks his lips before rubbing his face with his hands.
"So I'm right huh, they weren't just old hoes you used to fuck. You still are fucking them till this day, Noah are you serious? I love you and I just can't take this..." I added as tears started to form in my eyes. This pain in my chest was growing evidently stronger.
I was going through another heartbreak right now and I couldn't take it. I started inhaling and exhaling unevenly and fell backwards onto the couch. He just stood there and looked down at me with a plain stare. It looked as if all the guilt he had flew right out that window.
"Izaak, I've been going through a lot—with one being figuring out how I'm going to come out to being with another nigga. I can't do that and I'm sorry for making you feel this way, but I can't." He explained while the pain in my chest worsens, it feels like I can't breathe without those words replaying in my head.
