billie and q

6(2/2)

it's been a while but i'm also extremely unmotivated to do anything so fuck it

billies pov

as we were all just standing there my brother got up and put the last blanket over the last window because now our windows had to be covered

and one of my security gaurds had to sleep by the door

my mom had another lock on the dinner table ready to be installed because i guess two isn't enough already

i mean they're paparazzi not thief's

i feel like my whole family is taking this a little to seriously , but i mean i wouldn't really know because i spent the night at q's house , but i mean it's one night how could things escalate so much in one night , but i mean it's LA ,and i'm also billie eilish , i'm the baddest bitch , no i'm a freak , but fuck it

there's really nothing i can do in my house anymore

like we have to have our lights on in the middle of the day because the blankets are blocking out all the sunlight

i'm being super petty , this is probably what all celebrities go through everyday , and none of them complain

i have an amazing life so i guess keeping my lights on during the day won't fucking kill me

i just ate the dinner my mom cooked all of us and scrolled through instagram for the rest of the day , the most boring day of my life , zero fucking cap

i had a shower and used some new lotion i bought , probably the most exciting part of my day , except for the part where i found a fuck ton of guns in my 'boyfriends' waredrobe , but like , i don't even know

this has been a weird fucking day

i really hope that the rest aren't like this

i got dressed into my pajamas and went to sleep

i fell asleep pretty quickly which is super strange for me because it usually takes hours and i need to have my brain preoccupied but i guess i was just so drained that day , mentally and physically

THIS IS SO FUCKING BADDDDDD
i'm literally about to stop writing this whole thing