Is this feeling... love? (A Vylante, Garraunce, Zanvis fanfic)

prologue/information

Vylad Ro'Meave.
Terrified of thunder and lightning. Just like his brothers. Short. Whatever he feels seems to fill the room around him usually making those around him feel the same way. Projects happiness and self love. But really is a self conscious, insecure, depressed, and suicidal person. Always traveling and not always having a bed to sleep at night. He enjoyed traveling. But what happens when a visit to Mystreet makes his old feelings for Dante; the ladies man, the player, the biggest Casanova resurface. What happens when he sees the one person who unknowingly kept him going. And made Vylad like himself. And what happens when Dante admits that he used to like Vylad in high school but was always to shy to tell him. What'll happen when Garroth and Laurance hear this. What'll happen when Zane finds out. Gay. Isn't open about it though.

Garroth Ro'Meave
Scared of thunder and lightning. Same as his brothers. He is tall. He doesn't understand people's depression, self down putting, insecurities, suicidal thoughts, and self hate. He sticks to Mystreet. He stays around his friends. Especially his best friend Laurance Zvhal. But Laurance has been acting off lately. Nothing like the Laurance Garroth knew. What happens when he finds out that his best friend has those terrible things. What happens when he catches Laurance writing in a journal crying. What happens when he reads the journal. And what happens at a party that goes crazy. What happens when he finds out Laurance's mental problems. What happens when Laurance pulls a disappearing act. What happens when he finds out that Laurance was acting around him. Unknowingly gay. As in even he doesn't know just yet.

Zane Ro'Meave
Scared of thunder and lightning but not terrified. Just like his siblings. He is average height. He is emo. He is insecure and self conscious. He tends to over think things that involve people wanting to be his friends. He is depressed and suicidal. The only people stopping him are Aphmau, Garroth, Vylad and their mother. He gives off a feeling of aggression and that he is mean. But what happens when Travis Valkrum, the albino Casanova, starts to hang out with him (usually without asking) and starts befriending Zane. What happens when Travis finds out about Zane's problems and helps the small boy. And what happens when you have a party that goes full blown crazy. Will Travis be able to help Zane keep the will to live. What happens when Travis finds out all of his mental illnesses. Bi but very few people know.

Laurance Zvhal
Scared of most things (ex. Rejection, being hated for being gay, losing his friends and family, Garroth hating him and many other fears (these will be mentioned as the story progresses)). He is slightly taller than Garroth Ro'Meave. He constantly teases him about it too. He is self conscious, suicidal, depressed, insecure, and he hates himself. He has a few mental illnesses that he prefers to keep to himself. He fakes a confident happy exterior so people don't get suspicious. He keeps a journal nearby where he writes what he feels, what the voices he hears say, and his wishes. Definitely gay. But he is too terrified to come out about it. Oh. And to make his state worse and make his depression worse. He fell in love with his best friend. This has been how he felt since high school. Knowing Garroth was straighter than a pole (*snorts and laughs hard at that part shaking head and mumbling* sweetie he is gay as gay can be. A pole would only fit him if it was a circle.) didn't help his depression. Which in turn didn't help anything else. He used to be able to hide how he truly felt from everyone. Especially the blonde shorty. But the more he tortured himself by being with his love and watching how he would act hurt him a lot. He could no longer hide his true feelings from his best friend and major crush. What happens when he finds out that Garroth found out everything. What happens when Laurance decides to run and hide. What happens when a party goes all out leading up to Laurance's run and hide act. What happens when a blonde shorty comes looking for his gay best friend. What happens when Laurance finally hears the words his heart has wanted to hear since high school. Since his brutal break up with his ex.

Dante (PLEASE HELP! I NEED A GOOD LAST NAME!)
Scared of the same things as Laurance. He is a bit shorter than Laurance and Garroth. He is still taller than Vylad. He had a crush on Vylad since high school. He knows Vylad doesn't feel the same about him though (mmmm ya sure about that sweetie.). He loves hanging out with the short male. He always misses Vylad when he is traveling. He acts like he is fine. He isn't suicidal. But he is depressed. He doesn't have many mental illnesses that are extremely bad. He does have depression. Sometimes he has moments when he is very self conscious. Along with insecure. He is keeping a giant secret from everybody. The only person who knows is his older brother who has vowed to keep his mouth shut. He doesn't want them to worry about him and basically try telling him to "take it easy". He doesn't want them to pity him or change how they treat him. He especially doesn't want to worry the green eyes brown haired socially anxious shorty. He doesn't want to make Vylad cry. But what happens when it all comes into the open. What happens when a party goes insane and changes his whole life. What happens when he heard something he always dreamed of hearing but he heard it too late. What happens when he suddenly gets worse. What happens when it comes down to Lady Luck a.k.a Lady Irene being nice or not. What happens when Lady Irene starts choosing to not be nice. What happens when he hears a small male admit everything to him. What happens when he hears the short brown haired green eyed male tell him what his mental illnesses are. What happens when he hears the short brown haired green eyed male start sobbing. What happens when Dante finds the strength and determination to stay. Gay but not open about it.

Travis Valkrum
Scared of normal things. He gets depressed and insecure but that is it. He has loved a certain black haired icy blue eyed male who is slightly shorter than him since high school. He starts to hang out with him and help him more. He just keeps falling deeper in love with the fragile male the more he hangs out with him and the more he learns about him. What happens when he learns of the stuff with everyone else. What happens when a party goes nuts and he learns some things. What happens when he finds out that he isn't the only one falling in love. Gay but not out there yet.

SO I DID THESE GUYS FIRST. THERE WILL BE MORE STUFF LIKE THIS FOR THE OTHERS. BUT ANYWAY. THIS HAS BEEN THE START TO MY BOOK! AS PROMISED THE FIRST QUESTION IS FROM ME TO START US OFF. THE QUESTIONS OR COMMENTS WILL ALWAYS BE AT THE VERY END OF THE CHAPTER!

Me: Dante what is the secret you are keeping from everyone?

Dante: Um well I don't think I can answer that just yet. I mean the others could be around and overhear.

Me: aw but come on! This room is locked and has soundproof foam! They won't be able to hear!

Dante: sorry you'll just have to wait and find out.

Me: fine...