All my life I've been Desperate.
Desperate for someone's attention and love. No. Not the love and attention you'd get from your parents or family, the one Where youd have that one person you want to spend your life time with. That special kind of love in Disney
movies and romance books.
watching everyone walk By with their significant other always made me feel Lonely., very upset, "why Am I like this? Am not pretty enough?" Why was I so hungry for Attention? For love ?
5:23 A.m.
the smell of tabbacco Filled the room.
"Do you really have to smoke here?"
"If you don't like it get the Fuck out the room bitch."
I Opened the door and looked behind to notice Ji-hun looking at his phone with a cigarette in his mouth. I knew he was talking to other women. Who was he fooling?
I sat on the wet stairs, the Previous Night it had Rain. I tucked my self with Myself sweater.
"Fucker."
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"Good morning Yu-ri!"
"Ah good morning yeonjun, I'm sorry."
"You've been coming in lately and zoning out in every aisle you've been entering, is everything alright?"
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I headed out with My hands full of bags of food for the week. this reminded me of the days me and Ji-hun went out and bought food to cook for movie nights.
Maybe if I could go back to those nights and Changed somethings.....would things be different?
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"Hey hey! Wake up Yuri!! "
"....ji-hun?"
YOU ARE READING
Nepenthe
RomanceIf Only You can forget about that pain and the sorrow, but can now only reminsce about the time you were younger with little worry. Maybe if He wasn't In My life would I be better off ?
